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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Hey ya~
Me again.
Darn it.
Could not post in my darn com.
Guess it shud be flushed away & nv be used.
But anywae, Jarrel cud help me post it in.
Ho-eh~!
Thx Jarrel.
Was actually typin in Microsoft words.
Mr. Ho-eh will help me copy & paste inside moi blog.
So thr’s smth to update.

[Song of thy day]
When I Look Into Your Eyes – Firehouse [Sylvester]I see forever when I look in your eyesYou're all I've ever wantedI always want you to be mineLet's make a promise to the end of timeWe'll always be togetherAnd our love will never die So here we are face to face and heart to heartI want you to know we will never be apartNow I believe that wishes can come true'Cause when I see my whole worldI see only you (Chorus) When I look into your eyesI can see how much I love youAnd it makes me realizeWhen I look into your eyesI see all my dreams come trueWhen I look into your eyes I've looked for you all of my lifeNow that I've found youWe will never say good-byeCan't stop this feelin'And there's nothing I can do'Cause I see everythingWhen I look at you (Chorus)
(Chorus)

[The end]

Okay.
Startin wif wad happened dis few days.
Peepos, dis is gonna be a looooooong post aye~ (simply summarizing up wad had happened.)

Okay. Long essay right here.

Firstly, ytd was 510 & Pat’s burfdaes. But didn’t buy anything fer em. Cuz no time, no money. But will haf my business done aft thy prelims. Hapi “belated” burfday once again.

Secondly, taday we had Maths paper 2. Was a killer man. Walkin in wif confidence, walkin out devastatedly. Was hopin at least a pass. But ended up…… * signz * Hate maself fer dat. Okay. & so, we had N.E exam taday too. At com lab. Wow. It was so darn fun. Everybody was like “wad’s thy ans fer dis, wad’s thy ans fer dat” * my god * But it was real fun. Those who couldn’t get at least an EXPERT BUILDER will try numerous time just ta get dat, But I didn’t care much. Got a SENIOR BUILDER post. Although it kinda shucks, bart den it’s betta den JUNIOR BUILDER. * laughs * Aft almost every1 was done wif eir posts, we went ta our class blog, taggin like nobody business. Was actually treatin it like a chat room instead. But overall it’s fun. 4A4 ROCKS~! Lurve em.

Thirdly & lastly, some usual personal problems dat is still stubbornly stuckin in moi brain. Cant get it outta ma mind. Oh god. Pls hit me on moi head & lemme forget dat shoobid irritatin problem. Was simply hatin dat~! Churn it away man. Cant stand dis. * my god * Freakin life instead (ay heh. Click on well wif ma blog webname aye~!)
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:10 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2004
Gosh. Will be exempted from using the computer these few days.
Mom was even tryin ta confiscate my hp.
*signz*
Bills exploding.
Hardworking-ness declining.
Slacking ascending.
Laziness bombarding.
*signz*
Will not be updating dat usual.
But will find a chance to update.

*signz*
Have been livin with hiding-nity.
Been hiding here & there unveiling the true me.
I duno wad to do.
I cant unveil.
I can never unveil.
It's like i'm totally not wad i'm supposed to be.
That person is too powerful for me to reali be wad i am.
I just hafta hide.

Once more.
Sylvester rocks.

-=[sun.19.09.1458]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:53 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004
*screams*
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~
Simply in lurve with Sylvester.
Love him. love him. love him. love him. love him. love him. Lurve Him~!
*Oh my god* Was actually totally crazee abt him.
Gosh.
Anybody. Thr ta control my crazee-ness?

Oh my god.
Physics was a killer.
Actually its okay larh.
But den i didn't study enough, den cant refresh ma memory on all those thingy.
Hope i could pass my Physics.
*God bless* *Amithabat* *O-mi-to-fo*

Song of thy dae.. [Ge Qian] - Jay.Chou

-=[Fri.17.09.1440]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:49 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004
Grrrrr.. It's freezin cold now.. [4.41 p.m]
Was havin chem & physics practical paper taday..
Just when i thought everything was goin on fine, i finally realised i was just simply deceiving myself..
Cuz wenta check ans with my girls & i got it all wrong..
Oh man..

Wenta visit the sick SM..
A whole one big bunch went..
Therefore the "inspector" doesn't allow one big grp as the place is very contagious & infectious..
Was asked to leave politely..
*signs*

Simply cannot take it anymore..
Drivin me crazee..
Not that i'm weak or wad..
It's just that i simply can't stand myself from thinkin & wonderin..
Sucky me..
*signs*

Missin lotsa ppl now.. Jie.[Net] Yaya. Shues. 510. ting.
Totally stressed up wif the prelims..
Muggin is of no use to me..
Gandi.
Tmr is thy physics paper & i haf yet ta study..
Physics sucks aye..
Was totally an idiot in physics..
Physics is not my cup of tea..

K.. Endin here.. Enough of words.. Take care peeps..

-=[thurs.16.09.1648]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:40 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Tmr is the commencing of thy prelims. *oh my god*
Frankly speakin, i'm not confident in my S.S tmr.
Was never at all serious when studyin it.
Was just browsing thru aye~ Without memorizin the darn contents.
Ask me anything now & i garuauntee dat i'm not able to ans a single question being asked.

Am feelin rather emo unstable now.
Duno y.
Maybe is because all the things accumulating up.
Makin me pissed off.
I duno wad the hell is wrong wif me.
Juz couldn't stop being angry.
Mom once told me that a happy-go-lucky person will live longer.
So, i WILL try ta remain happy-go-lucky.
But. I just cant. I cant do it.
Haish. I'm un-controllable.
Someone hafta control my idiotic temper.


[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:19 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004
BLOG UNDONE~!!! WILL BE EDITING IT SOON. SORRY. BLOG UNDER MAINTANENCE~!
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:50 PM

Was actually yearning for Leehom's new album.. Thy japanese one.. But no $$$.. *sobz* Was actually in need for $$$.. Ta watch movie as well as Leehom's new album..

Was also yearning darn badly for thy Cinderella Story.. Cant fork out thy time & money.. Soryy jie.. Reali hafta find one day when thr's nth goin on.. But most importantly, i cant fork out thy money.. *sobz*

Was missing time in Australia aye~.. Wac actually browsing thru my aussie pics & came across dis cute little doggie named Tily.. She's a female aye~.. She shoo darn cute.. *kawaii* Missed everyone in Australia aye~.. Missing the fantabulous weather & ppl thr.. *sobz*.. Gotta mug real hard.. *sobz* No time for Australia.. But gotta go thr once i haf goodie results aye~..
-

-=[sun.12.09.1155]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:53 AM

Was yearning to be able to watch the Cinderella story~! But hafta find someone to watch wif me~! Who are willing? Gonna drag 510, shues, xt & yaya to watch it wif me. I DUN CARE AYE~! But dun think ey can make it. Ey reali hafta mug aye. God. Just gimme a time & somebody to watch thy movie wif me aye? Reali yearning for it man. For a long time too man. Pls anyone.


-=[sat.11.09.1840
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:40 AM

Friday, September 10, 2004
Aye everybody. Was havin nth ta do. Holidays are reali ending soon aye. Shooooooo fast man. Was not yet prepared for thy prelims. Muggin seems useless ta me. Haf no interests in muggin. But i jus hafta. My own future aye. It all depends on me aye. *Signz*
Shues came ta my sty taday for thy 12th nite. Poor girl. Onli to lose her bible after havin all the notes in it. Gotta symphatize her. Poor her. She gotta buy a new book & hafta copy all thy notes i haf in my book. Thy whole book aye~! Poor her. After dat, wenta 510's den. Was actually accompanying Shues ta get her bball back frm 510. But ended up chattin a lil while & wenta accompany 510's brother ta play bball. Onli played for awhile. Hafta go home aye~!
Went outta haf dinner taday. Yea~! My brother was not thr aye. He's muggin in his tuition. Yippie. Dinner was delicious thou. Without him ta fite wif me thy food. Heaven aye~! After dat went to accompany daddie to watch thy "Qi Ye Ge Tai". Cant believe i actually stood thr wif daddie thy whole while. Was actually nice thou. Lotsa ppl over thr. Thr's one who's so darn young. Jus like me aye. But she actually sang well actually performed. She's thy onli soul i enjoyed. The others were jus aunties & uncles yellin.
Okie. Stoppin here. Gotta mug~!

-=[sat.11.09.0001]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:50 PM

Just one thing.. [Grammy Awards Artistes Please Kindly Fark Off. Hurt Nobody.] Dun think dat u Artistes can own thy world. We haf the right to our own liberations & privacy. Artistes haf no rights to intervene our privacy. Or shud i say, nobody can. Pls stop havin Grammy Awards & kindly leave the commoners alone. We aint somebody to be easy bullied with.
We haf no griefvances wif u. Why on earth do u come & provoke us? Go on wif ur lovey dovey "er ren shi jie". Crap wadever u wan wif each other. Can criticise to thy core if u wan to. But kindly LEAVE US ALONE. Haf nth to hurt u. So kindly dun hurt us. Carry on wif thy own fantasy. We wont go & disturb u.
Pls. Act no more.

-=[thurs.10.09.0037]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:37 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004
*Darn bro.. Hafta fight wif him for thy computer* Hi peepos again.. Bloogin again.. Reali haf nth ta do.. Was browsing thru some science notes byt i guess nth get in my head aye.. Hafta reali mug.. Mom was angered by me not doin anything abt my prelims.. She was constantly sayin: "Your prelims are sooooooo near & yet u r here idle-ing ard doin nth.. You betta wake up.. U noe i haf no $$$ oredi & if u dun do well............" blah blah blah.. Typical mothers.. Buy aye.. I reali hafta do smth for my future aye..

Well, today is thy dad's birthday~!!
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Daddy
Happy birthday to you!
Daddi i love you.. *Muackz*

Today is also Ah Hui's birthday too~! Happy birthday ah hui~!

Hey.. Prelims comin sooooooooooooooooooon.. Gotta mug now~! See Ya guys..

-=[thurs.09/09.1555]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:49 PM

Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Hi peepos.. Bloggin here.. Hmm.. Wad can i sum up for today? Hmm.. Slept like a pig until 12 plus den woke up.. Was actually havin fun sleepin aye.. Whislt woke up, 510 sms-ed me.. Shito.. Was still in a sleepy mood.. But it's okie.. She had me reali woke up den.. Went out awhilt today.. Was not in a good mood aye.. Duno wad thy problem is wif me today.. Was flustered wif Chem today.. Found out dat i haf been locked in jail all these time.. Cuz i could not figure out WTH is Chem all about.. *My God*
Chatted wif some1 today.. A gurl aye.. My god.. Was idle-ing my time away today aye.. Shito.. ****Wake up Michelle****
Tmr is Wednesday & i have not get thru wif a single subject.. *My God* Wad am i doin all these while man.. Michelle.. You gotta buck up aye.. Was not good oredi.. Gotta WAKE UP~ Tmr gonna go to thy jail for thy Art Paper.. Was feelin sucky as we could not go thr wif outside bottoms but COMPULSORY sch skirt.. *Freako*
Hey Art Freakos.. Remember thy "date" we haf wif thy Art Loi.. Be ready in jail by 8 a.m in the morning.. Don not be late peepos..


-=[07/09.2315]=-
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:04 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004
-Signz. Was late for volleyball trg today.. But its okie.. Cuz i'm onli thr to train my juniors & not to train maself..
-Was actually havin tuition at this point of time.. But told thy teacher i'm havin vb trg.. And guess wad? She automatically asks me whether if i'm tired.. Here's wad she says"are u tired? cuz if u'r, den u wont be able to concentrate well & it'd be of no use havin tuition later" *Geex*

-=[mon.6/9.1902]=-

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:58 PM


Hi peepos again.. Haf nth to do at home.. Must reali fight hard wif my darn bro to be able to get a hold on thy computer.. *duhx~*
Yea.. Will be going to SPANS for vball trg later on..
Yippie..
Gonna reali train hard for my juniors..
Hope dey can win YSS again.. Yippie~
Hope dey also can win S.H too..
OPVB rocks..

Hey peepos..
Holidays ler..
Remember to study hard aye?
Rock on 4a4~


-[thy.lady]-

waitingforyou...♥ 12:18 PM

Hi peepos..
Tryin out my new bloggie which officially commences today~!
Was havin the sudden urge of havin a bloggie..
Thrfore asked My. Ho-eh aka Jarrel to help me out..
Thankies Jelly bean for helpin me throughout..
Leave a msg behind peepos..
Considered the first entry thrfore haf nth much to say..
All da best peepos..


waitingforyou...♥ 12:16 AM

Sunday, September 05, 2004
test test..

waitingforyou...♥ 11:26 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
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