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Saturday, July 30, 2005
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy birthday to Xiao Zhu
Happy birthday to you!!
Xiaozhu is officially 26 years old today ler! Hope he can get all the best wishes from me in whatever he does. Xiaozhu keep rocking on alright? Love you Xiaozhu! Keep rocking on with your lame-but-funny jokes, and your songs alright? You rock Xiaozhu!

Why is it raining every Saturday when we have outdoor Volleyball training? It's like so sucky lor. I would like to touch the ball. Would like to do some spiking. But the weather is just not being friendly.

I don't know why. But I feel that Volleyball is really engulfing me. I can't live a day without thinking of Volleyball. Can anybody tell me why am I so obsessed with Volleyball? Sighs. Even in my dreams, I would dream of myself playing Volleyball. I would really like to play well for Volleyball. Really well I mean. But do I have the talent to do so? I hope that hard work can pay off here. I will really add oil.

Projects really sucks like hell. So many projects lor. How could we possibly finish? I know we are lazy. We are basicallu pushing everything to the last minute. Just when I thought Poly life is more relaxed then JC, I was totally wrong man. Poly life is no far better off. Really. Poly life is even more stressed lor. With the mountains of projects. God. just kill me can? Actually today intending to go Scotts's house do our project. But then didn't go in the end lar. Maybe it's because all of us are too lazy?

Why must everyone be different? Can't we be the same? Look the same, dress the same, just everything the same lar. Why can't we? Why must everyone be different? It's like so unfair. People can be borned pretty and handsome, and they get alot of love. But ever sparing a thought of those who are borned not that pretty or handsome? It's like everyone will make fun of them and don't care about them. Then they will feel "zi bei", thinking they will never ever find love. Why must this world be so unfair? I am not blaming god here. I believe god has his reasons for this. Can't people see what lies beneath before trying to judge someone? I really hope people can be more matured. Don't always judge a book by its cover can? A rotten apple won't tell you it's a rotten apple. A nice durian wouldn't tell you it's a nice durian. Get what I mean? Oh my. It's miCs language. Guess you guys wouldn't be able to understand.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:39 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Changed my blogskin for a change. Nothing to do la. Actually got alot of projects to do. But don't know why I got that time to change my blogskin. Sighs. Guess I'm just plain lazy to do my project.

Okay. Had formal presentation today. Wore formal wear. Okok la our class. The thing is i wore high heels for the whole day, wear until my leg very pain. Pain like hell lor. Kao eh. I wore the sharp end shoe. Then my toes cramp like hell. Sighs. Then next week got more presentations. Oh my. I think I can faint man. My legs just can't stand high heels can?

Michelle hasn't been feeling great nowadays. Michelle is so damn stressed. She got lots of projects to finish. Really alot. Michelle is so tired. She really would like to have a rest. She knows that time is pathetically running out. But she is just tired. Damn tired. Tired like hell. I know she is just finding excuses la. But she really very tired ma. She had reached her laziness limitation. She can only be this hardworking. But Michelle will continue working hard and finish the projects as soon as possible. We add oil together alright everyone in my group?

Michelle don't know what happened to her recently. She gets so sad at times. For a reason she doesn't know at all. Can anyone like tell her what's going on with her? Can anyone tell her why is she feeling this way? Why is Michelle constantly thinking non-stop? Why can't she just concentrate on her studies? Why must she listen to sad songs and get herself into a sad emotion? Why is Michelle doing all these? Michelle, can't you just focuz on your studies? Michelle, you better wake up! Michelle thinks one of the reason she is troubled with is because of her Volleyball. And I think it has got something to do with her that special friend of hers. Sighs. Michelle, just. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .wake up. Guess Michelle would like to have somebody to cheer her up.

For dumb people who thinks I am crapping, Michelle is actually me la. Am just trying to act cool, act chio, act pro. byes.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:17 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Hello guys. I am back for blogging.

Had volleyball training yesterday. Ok ok la. Quite a number of seniors came down. Den don't have guys yesterday. Haha. Was an all girls training. Quite ok la. Just that my leg is not yet all recovered from the squats don on saturday and den yesterday have to do squats again. So cramped man my leg. Sighs. My leg is really cramped i tell you. Ok call me a weakling if you insist. Michelle IS a weakling. Lols. Overall the training is really quite okay. Am loving Volleyball more and more and more!

Okie. NOw having the Business Software Application AGAIN. lol. Having Powerpoint thingy la. Learning how to do powerpoint stuffs. Wahaha. Actually I thought I know how to do one. And just when I thought that the Powerpoint is kinda easy to handle with, that Fishball Noodle teacher proved me wrong. Actually quite a number of things that we really have to learn la. Haha. Michelle also very hardworking one lor hor! I got listen in class one lor hor. If not how I know that there are so many stuffs that need to be learned in the powerpoint thingy. Haha.

To this friend of mine, I know that you are very vexed over the thing that is gonna happen on Friday. I know. I know that you are very afraid of the consequences taht you might face after Friday. I really regretted bringing this upon you. I am really very sad and angry with myself. Why on earth did I ask you to do that thing in the first place? All because I'm playful at that moment of time, I can caused alot of bad consequences upon you. Why didn't I think that when the truth is revealed, very very bad consequences will happen upon you? I really regretted. Really. No words can describe how sorry I am. To this special friend of mine, I am really, utterly, sincerely very very sorry. Sighs. I know you didn't blame me. But I just can't forgive myself for doing that my special friend. Both of us now that the thing is very important to us. If we happen to lose that thing, I guess both of us will be very damn sad. Sighs. Am feeling very sad now. To that very special and best friend of mine, no matter what the consequences they gave me, I am willing to bear with it alright? I ought to bear it. I am the playful one at that point of time. Sighs. Playfullness can really cause great trouble.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:57 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005
Hi everyone! Ok Firstly and most importantly, I SERIOUSLY THINK THERE'S SOMETHING DAMN WRONG WITH MY BLOG`! CANNOT TAG, SOME WORDS ALSO CANNOT SEE. but nvm. Michelle will try hard to fix all those nonsense ASAP okie? Meanwhile keep visiting my blog. =)

Okie. Went to Xiaoping's house on thursday to do project. Den slept over night at her house. Was rather fun la. Except her house quite empty. As in not much things to eat. But nvm. I still love it. =)

Friday. Woke up at 12 but xiaoping and huishing woke up at 2. They are such pigs aye. Haha. Nvm lars. Den after that ate Maggi Noodle. Wow. Was wonderful`! Haha. DEn rushed to school to accompany Yawen to Volleyball training. Was rather relaxed. Except for some physical stuffs. But was alright after all. =)

Today. Saturday. Went for the extra Volleyball training. Was more tough than yesterday's one. More physical stuffs. But managed after all. Everyone did. Actually rather prefered Saturday's training to Friday's training. More fun. Den after the training, Shues, Yawen and me went to Yishun Central to eat the laksa. OH MY GOD! Long time never eat already. So was feeling so damn good! Haha. Laksa plus longan drink. Makes us go back to last time de training. Haha. So damn great man the feeling! Haha. Michelle is feeling so damn great!

Okie. Nothing much more to say here already. Moday got the real proper training. Was nervous as usual. Cuz, I JUST CAN'T GET MY KAI QIU RIGHT!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All pros on Monday. So will be really feeling damn sucky. BUt still, I really really really really hope to play well! God, please give me some strength!!!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 5:09 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Had accounting test today. Was rather alright but I think i'd probably flunk my test.
Din't went for Econs tutorial today but went to do Econs project instead. Ironic right? Didn't attend class, supposedly is to be a "huai xiao hai" but in the end become a "yong gong xiao hai". From naughty become hardworking. Okay what the hell am I yakking about. Oh well. There's something wrong with me I guess. Nvm. Continue my blog.

Am actually very the excited`! Why? cuz tmr me, shing are going to ping's house stay overnight`! Oh my god. I reckoned it will be damn damn damn fun i tell you`! Like ping had said, a group of good friendsm in the middle of the night, finding some stuffs to munch on, found out that they have nothing to eat, and decided on cup noodles. Oh my god. That feeling will be damn great`! Great great GREAT`! SIMPLY GREAT`! CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR TO COME`! OH MY CAN TMR NIGHT PLEASE COME EARLY? haha.

There's really some damn bugs in my computer and so it'll really slow down the damn speed of the computer. For instance I've already been typing the next line and my damned computer is still on the previous line. It's like i hafta wait for a few seconds before my second line comes out.. Oh nvm. Will be a saint, a god, a lord, a holy goddess today. No more bad stuffs coming out from my mouth. Oh yah and one more thing. I really hope that it won't rain on friday`! i would like to go to volleyball`!!! and dickson, PLEASE STOP CURSING ME AND CALL FOR RAIN ON FRIDAY`!!! I JUST WANNA GO FOR VOLLEYBALL ALRIGHT`!!!!!!!!!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:42 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Okays. As usual, I'm in the business software application lab lesson. Also as usual, I'm in for blogging.

Yesterday, I had Volleyball training. As usual also, I'm of cuz still the suckiest. Oh nvm. Forever it shall be. Two of my seniors came down yesterday. Had a view of NYP Volleyballer's pro-ness. Okay. I know that english of mine, you guys won't understand. The meaning is just that my seniors are damn pro. Ok. Update when i feel like. bye

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:18 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005
Hellos guys. Miss me aye? Sure de right? I knew it. You guys really miss me like hell. Especially Janet right? Haha. These few days seldom online. Cuz don't feel like and no time. Okie lemme update what I did these few days.

14 July 2005
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We went to Janet's house to do our project. Funny right? Haha. Cuz that Huishing so enthu into doing project. At first she wanna come my house one. Den it the end that stupid Xiaoping say might as well go her house. Den we say okie. Den Janet with us ma. So Janet also say "come my house la". lol. Really funny. So in the end went to Janet's house do project. Did not really concentrate much. Only Huishing happily do the project. Really felt bad la. But. Lazy la. Sorry shing. Will do my best de`!

15 July 2005
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It is a friday. Went to kbox for k lunch. Kinda sucky la AMK Kbox. Nothing to eat de. Only 3 dishes. *faints* Den after that went to play pool. As usual, Dick never seems to win me. Too bad la hor Dick`! "shou xia bai jiang"`! Lucikly Dick no internet. So won't be able to see my blog. Haha. Dick. You'll never win me in pool de la hor. Other people can but you cannot lor`! Haha. SHOU XIA BAI JIANG`!!! lol. Okie den went to Mos burger ate our dinner. Dick very funny lor. We asked him what he ordered. He said Mos burger. Obviously right? Lol. But he kept saying I ordered Mos Burger! Really! Haha. Then we came to realise that there is really a burger in Mos burger called Mos burger. Guessed I've been a real dumbell. lols. Ok. Den went to Northpoint with Yaya and ate Macdonald's Sundae. Was cool`! Long time never eat ice-cream already. Haha.

16 July 2005
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Went to Scott house study Stats. Was quite a fruitful day la. Did managed to clear some of my doubts. Den used Scott's phone to call Shues and chit-chat. Haha. Sorry. After that went to eat zhu chao. Scott treat. Thanks Scott`! We wanna pay him back de lor. But he die die dun wanna take the money. Lols. Anyway thanks la.

17 July 2005
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Today is Shing's birthday`! Happy birthday Shing`!

[If someone can ever realise, my entry is almost the same as Xiaoping's. lol. But never mind. Cuz these few days we have all been together.]

One more thing, TAG GUYS`!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:49 PM

Hellos guys. Miss me aye? Sure de right? I knew it. You guys really miss me like hell. Especially Janet right? Haha. These few days seldom online. Cuz don't feel like and no time. Okie lemme update what I did these few days.

14 July 2005
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We went to Janet's house to do our project. Funny right? Haha. Cuz that Huishing so enthu into doing project. At first she wanna come my house one. Den it the end that stupid Xiaoping say might as well go her house. Den we say okie. Den Janet with us ma. So Janet also say "come my house la". lol. Really funny. So in the end went to Janet's house do project. Did not really concentrate much. Only Huishing happily do the project. Really felt bad la. But. Lazy la. Sorry shing. Will do my best de`!

15 July 2005
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It is a friday. Went to kbox for k lunch. Kinda sucky la AMK Kbox. Nothing to eat de. Only 3 dishes. *faints* Den after that went to play pool. As usual, Dick never seems to win me. Too bad la hor Dick`! "shou xia bai jiang"`! Lucikly Dick no internet. So won't be able to see my blog. Haha. Dick. You'll never win me in pool de la hor. Other people can but you cannot lor`! Haha. SHOU XIA BAI JIANG`!!! lol. Okie den went to Mos burger ate our dinner. Dick very funny lor. We asked him what he ordered. He said Mos burger. Obviously right? Lol. But he kept saying I ordered Mos Burger! Really! Haha. Then we came to realise that there is really a burger in Mos burger called Mos burger. Guessed I've been a real dumbell. lols. Ok. Den went to Northpoint with Yaya and ate Macdonald's Sundae. Was cool`! Long time never eat ice-cream already. Haha.

16 July 2005
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Went to Scott house study Stats. Was quite a fruitful day la. Did managed to clear some of my doubts. Den used Scott's phone to call Shues and chit-chat. Haha. Sorry. After that went to eat zhu chao. Scott treat. Thanks Scott`! We wanna pay him back de lor. But he die die dun wanna take the money. Lols. Anyway thanks la.

17 July 2005
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Today is Shing's birthday`! Happy birthday Shing`!

[If someone can ever realise, my entry is almost the same as Xiaoping's. lol. But never mind. Cuz these few days we have all been together.]

One more thing, TAG GUYS`!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:49 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Nothing to update. But feeling bored. Guess I'll update a song called [Here Without You] sang by 3 doors down. It's damn nice okay I tell you. Okay. here comes the lyrics..

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A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
and I don’t think I can look at this thesame
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me
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I'm telling you this song rocks to the core okay`! Byes.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 5:59 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005
12 July 05.
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First of all, I'm blogging in the Business Software Application lesson. And here comes two damned monkeys named Jinfu & Dicky`! They two are damned damn lor. They freakinly read out what I'm typing. Okay. Lessons starts and they are gone. Hee hee. Xiaoping also blogging lar. Xiaoping, just wanna tell you that you will always have us okay?! Anything just open your damned mouth and tell us`! We will always be there for you`! Okay?!

Okay. Had my volleyball training ytd. One word to describe me. Suck. I really suck tell you. Everyone is so much damned better den me. Then whoever is in my team sure lose de. Sighs. My skills are just lousy like nothing. Nothing I tell you. I realy sucks. Damned. Will train harder. Logging off already. Byes.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:05 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005
10July.1916.
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Hello. back. Michelle have nothing to do. So came in for blogging. These few days have been rather good. Michelle is a good girl aye~. Didn't went out on saturday. Today, supposedly wanna go out one. But also didn't go out in the end. So stayed at home. See. Good girl right? Haha. Tomorrow is Monday. I HAVE VOLLEYBALL TRAINING`! MICHELLE YOU CAN NEVER EVER FORGET AGAIN OKAY`! Ok. Michelle will give all her best for the volleyball training. Later at 1930 got the Cancer show. Me wanna watch`! Last week got Sylvester. But he only sang one song. Some more he sang my favourite song`! Suo yi`! Yaya messaged me. Ask me whether got watch tevie anot. I told her yea I'm watching. Thanks Yaya`! Love ya. Yesterday evening very funny. Janet called me ask me what I wanna eat now. It's like I'm at home lor. Den Janet told me it's Xiaoping and her, cannot decide on where to eat or what to eat den called and asked me. Rather dumb aye you two`! If you two ever read this, BO LIAO LAR`! Haha. Okie. Am ending soon. Cuz rushing for the Cancer show liao. Everybody take care and tag`! ByeZ.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 7:15 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005
9th July 2005.
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Hmm. Today is da bei ben zhu's birthday, Happy Birthday lor hor! Really can't stand people older den me. lols. Nvm den. All the best. Today's also Yuchun's birthday. She's 19 le lor`! Haha. So old. Haha. Today gonna slacked the whole day mans. Partly is due to yesterday's volleyball training. It's not so tenses as compared to the first one. Am gonna remember to go for the monday's training`! Hope I won't be a fool on monday. Cuz I think all my seniors and those good players will be there. And I'm like so god damn lousy. Sighs. Hope I really don't do anything stupid on Monday. Am gonna do my best. "Don't be a fool on Monday Michelle`!"

8th July 2005.
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Friday. Met Ping, Ribena, Shing at 1.30pm for the econs project. Do, do, do and do, only managed to finish that damned tiny weeny bit of our project. After that at around 4pm, Ribena went home. The rest of us including Dick(that baka who came to school for nth cuz he lied to his mom that he have classes on fri)went to Food Junction to eat. Den met up with Yaya and her friend, Kaitieng. We all ate together. Too nad that Janet went home so early. Dumb la her. Sighs. Haha. Should not scold her le. She herself also don't wan things to be like that. Okay. Den met up with Shues and we went Volleyball training together. Was rather fun thou. Shues was her usual self, always so damn crappy, lame, nonsense and QIAN DA`! She is just so so so damn funny lar. Can't stand her nonsense. We had a great laugh during trg. Shues was constantly making us laugh like hell. I think one day I'm gonna die laughing in Shues's hands. Oh my. She is just damn funny.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:16 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005
Oh hello everyone`! I am now in a lab lesson. I like this teacher cuz she's very funny. This lesson I also like. And it's not that I'm not concentrating in class. It's just that now is break. So came to blog. Okie. Today's blog is about my daily life. About what I had done lately.
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On tuesday, 5th July 2005.
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Okie I have to repeat this thing again. Beckham came to NYP`! My friends and I actually skipped a 3 hours lab lesson just to catch a glimpse of Beckham. Okie I know I'm just copying and paste my previous post but I don't care okay. Loathe me then. Other den Beckham, it's Huanghuang's and Jinfu's birthday. Haha. Huanghuang is 19 years old already. Jinfu is 17 years old already`! Haha. Ok. Nothing more on tuesday.

On Wednesday, 6th July 2005.
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Lessons from 8am to 1pm. Den after that nothing to do so me, Janet, Huishing & Xiaoping went to Bishan 8 coffee bean to chill. Haha. Was a great chilling session that day. Chatted damn lotsa things over there. One very interesting topic is about "Dreams". We actually chatted damn lotsa thing about "Dreams". So damn interesting can`! Haha. The guys went to watch Initial D in J8 too. We girls had watched before le. No more money so didn't join them in the movie. After their movie, Dick they all came and join our chatting session in coffeebean. But really after they came we girls didn't continue with our conversation. cuz maybe we think it's more of a girls talk? Haha. Okie. After that Dick suggested to play pool. But we girls have no money. So Dick and Matt said they'll help we girls to pay. Hopes that there will be next time. If not everytime we go play pool must spend money. Haha.

On Thursday, 7th July 2006.(which is today)
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Happened to know that we have alot of project to be finished by this damn month. Oh my. The month of July ain't good for us. We have marketing project, econs project, and two more other projects on the same topic, effective writing skills. Have to do damn lots of research. Am doing one now. The topic on food. Okay. Gotta end here. If not xiaoping and huishing are gonna kill me. I'm not doing research. Okay. Ending liao. Byebye.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:14 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005
"BECKHAM" !!! My friends were like shouting when I'm having lunch. Actually really don't believe that Beckham is coming to our school. Beckham lor! Not anyone else leh. It's David Beckham! No lie. The REAL David Beckham`! Oh my god. My friends and I skipped lessons to watch him lor. He was in white. And he's so god damn handsome`!!! MY GOD`!!!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:23 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005
Geeeex`~! How are you guys going on? Hmmm. Okie. Life have been going on fine for me. The first thing is about volleyball. Actually rather doubtful that I actually got selected. I really have no confidence in myself. None at all. Then at first is on thursday. Then I have night lessons going on. So didn't attend. Sobs. Therefore, I attended the friday one. For those newbies and non-selected ones. Saw Qiuling and she asked me why I go on friday. Told her I could not attend so attend the one on Friday. Was rather embarassed. Never mind. The latest training day so far i gotta know is on Monday. Was actually rather confused on what the hell the email is all about. Until Yawen assured me that MY training is on Monday. Was happy of course cuz I end at six den can straight away go to my volleyball training. How the god damn hell do I know that I actually forgot that I have volleyball training, which is TODAY`~! Actually got to know it when I saw one volleyballer wearing her volleyball jersey. Den I SUDDENLY realised that I have my volleyball training`! God do they ever think that I am not sincere enough? Actually seriously I'm afraid to go for volleyball training. Esp I think my seniors are there. I am very afraid. I am not good. I scared they are all too good for me. I really feel bad. But on the other hand I wanna be in the volleyball team. *Sighs* michelle. haiz..

Okie. Enough of my volleyball crap. I think. Think only. I THINK that I've found out the answer to what I have been troubling about. Think only. Just mere thinking. I also don't know whether what I think is correct. Forget it. I went to think about this cuz Shing today asked me what am I troubling about. Thanks shing. Cuz you made me think. =)

Okie. Gonna stop all my crap here. Bye. And one more. "Wo Ke Yi Ren Shou" By Xu Jie Er is really a very nice song`!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:48 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005
I still can't get my tagboard right. Nvm. Will fix it one day. Meanwhile keep taggin kays? No matter what, just tag`! haha.

Just to sum up what happened these few days. One thing, we couldn't see him for damned 2 years. Guess she is real sad now. Very I mean. Imagine la. You couldn't see someone who's so damn important to you for that 2 god damn years. Sighs. Girl, cheers alright? Maybe you would want to be alone to think, think, and think, but don't feel afraid to look behind. Behind, there are many memories which are good. Live on with that when you think of him. Think of those very good times you two have. At least you know now that he loves you. It's just a competition of time. And one thing girl, good memories takes up most of our life. Our mind only wants to remember all the good memories. So live on well ok. And also behind you, we will always be there for you. We will leave you alone if you wish to be alone. We will also be there for you immediately if you want us to be there. No matter what, you still have friends like us who are really damned willing to share everything you are going on now. Smile and live life normally okay? Cheers on girl.

Okay. Went to volleyball training yesterday. Went with shuchen and yawen. I know la shuchen extra lar. But it's me who called her to come and train with us. Haha. It was like so funny lor. Did some drills ytd. Was not that tensed la. Cuz there was hell lots of people there. I didn't play well yesterday. Real damn lots of people there. Apart from that, there were also damn lots of flying moths there. Many I mean. DAMN MANY MOTHS`! Don't know why our school got so many moths. Was so afraid to step on one. Everyone was like avoiding from stepping onto those moths as we're doing our drills. Haha. Was a funny sight thou.

I think that's all I wanna say. Will update soon. =)

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:15 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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♥ Scott.mylove. ♥
Audrey ♥
Charlene ♥
Chyehsia*Aurielia ♥
Denny ♥
Heena ♥
Jamie ♥
Janet ♥
Jarrel ♥
Jiali*OP/NYP ♥
Jiali*Olio ♥
Jie`Net ♥
Jinfu ♥
Jing Ting ♥
Juliana ♥< /a>
Justin ♥
Kaiyan ♥
Katherine ♥
Lionel ♥
Lishan ♥
Matthias ♥
Meiru ♥
Minfen ♥
Regina ♥
Shuchen ♥
Shirui ♥
Sokyin ♥
Weiseng ♥
Xiaoping ♥
Xiangting ♥
Yawen ♥
Yeeching ♥
Yongtah ♥

Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
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