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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Life is never fair. Guess this is a sentence everyone had heard of before right? And this is one sentence that everyone knew it by heart. For me, I really agree with this sentence 100%-ly.

Life is never fair. Just when you thought you had emerged as the champion, you can never imagine what may fall upon you during the last second of your competition. In just a spilt of a mili-second, everything can change. And the change is permanently a scar in your life. Guess this kind of "unfair" things happened to everyone.

I had a dream this morning. A very sad and emotional dream. When I woke up from it, I could not forget it. This dream really displays what I am really feeling. About life. You can't always get what you want. Or in other words, you can't get what you really wanted. There are so many things that money can't buy. There are so many things that needed the 'heart'. I've once heard, once you've the heart to do that thing, you will have a high chance of success. But ever wonder the obstacles ahead of your heart? Some obstacles aren't that easy to deal with. It's all about the 'heart'. Human heart is a very vulnerable thing. It breaks easily. But one thing god is fair, is that god gave everyone a heart to live, a heart to love, a heart to hate. The heart can be easily broken, but it can also be easily healed. It's just a matter of who will be there to heal it for you, or how you look into your heart.

One thing in this life is fair is that everyone has only 24 hours a day. It's a matter of how you use up the 24 hours. When the children cry, let them know we'll try. Unfortunate people are all around us. They are all given a chance to live. But why are there children that can't have a chance to live as carefree as us? I personally feel that everyone has the rights to live the life that they want. But some children just can't. Look what we've done. Did we give them the best that we can? Charity. A word so bleak yet so heartwarming. When the children cry, do we know why? When the children pray, do we give them the best of their lives? 'World peace' is the two words everyone is stressing about. But did they ever do something? Ok I know they did something. But why can't everyone live on with the good side of their hearts?

Til Death Do Us Apart... ... ... ...

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:13 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005
OH MY GOD~!!!!! This is the first reaction when I stepped into the bathroom in when I woke up.What actually happened? I actually screamed at my own reflection when I look myself into the mirror. MY FACE IS SHEDDING SKIN~!!!!!!!! GOD~!~!~!!!!!!!! IT'S SO SO UGLY!!!!!!!

*sobs*
*crys*
*weeps*
*howls*
*wails*

I just don't understand what had happened during the time when I slept. Did anyone poured any poison on my face? Did anyone sucked out all the moisture on my face? Did anyone dried my face? Why is my face shedding skin? And why is it shedding non-stop? AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now my face is full of uneven shades. This part black, this part grey, this part white. AH IT'S JUST SO UGLY!!!

Alright. I don't even dare to go out and buy lunch. Went online. And complained about what happened to my face to SiQi. She told me maybe I'm sun-burnt. Cuz she also encountered this thing before. After much recalling, yah. I am burnt on Saturday during the Volleyball training. But I am burnt almost every Saturday and why is it particularly severe this time round? Luckily I'm having holidays. So no need to go out that much. SiQi also asked me to buy those cream that moisturizes the skin and heal it. But I just can't find it!

MICHELLE IS JUST SO SAD! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO HER FACE?!?!?!?!?! MICHELLE DID NOTHING WRONG. CAN ANYONE PLEASE MARICULOUSLY SAVE MY FACE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:18 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005
Hello everyone. I am now at Matt's house with them playing mahjong! Ok la. The game haven't end la. I shared with Matt cuz thr are more then 4 people playing. So have to share lor. Den I played le. Agreed that I am a loser. But now is Matt playing. So hope he can help me at least win back. So i have the time to blog.

I am using the com, Xiaoping watching Inuyasha. Of cuz is I bring for her one la.

Today don't have training. Make me bring my shoe bag to Matt's house for nothing. Nvms. Okie. Nothing to say already. Hope I can win money~! byes.

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:52 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005
Woke up at 12pm today.
And had maggie mee for lunch.
After that waited for daddy to come home to bring me to buy my new phone.
Daddy came home at around 3 plus.
Den me and mummy get ready.
At around 4, we started our journey.
We went to Causeway Point's 'Hello' shop at first cuz my line is singtel ma.
Den I went to search for the phone I want on the displays.
I can't find that phone!
I cried for daddy and mummy helped me ask the counter whether do they still sell the phone I want in their shop.
The lady there told me they no longer sell that phone.
I almost cried.
But didn't.
She helped us check and told us that Orchard's 'Hello' shop got the model I want.
Den she ask us to go there if I want to buy that phone.
Mummy was a little angry with me cuz she say I'm fussy and picky and STUBBORN.
I die die want that phone.
But I really want that phone!
Nvms.
Den we headed to Orchard.

Hell knows Orchard also never sell!!!!!!!!
Oh My Lord.
Den in the end I anyhow buy one Samsung E530C phone.
*sighs*

Reached home and watched "hui jia".
It's a korean movie.
So touching and sad I can say.

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:24 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005
Am so happy today! Cuz went to Volleyball training in the morning which is like so fun! We got to play match la. And when we are playing a lot of interesting and funny things happened. Like the way the guys dig the ball, the way they block, and the way they shout for help. It's really so funny! Am loving today! Hope today don't so early end!

Just when I thought all the fun had ended, it didn't! Cuz after that we went to school's McDonalds for lunch. The guys are just sissies. They eat slower den we girls lor! Haha. And then after that we went to mata's house and play Mahjong!! Haha. As usual, I am the spoiler there. It's like I keep making mistakes and I am very very very very SLOW!!!!! REALLY DAMN SLOW LOR ME!!!!! Yaya and shues didn't play cuz they dunno how to really play. So they watched Inuyasha VCD. I watched before and so am not distracted by it. Haha. Just when I thought I lost, in the end I actually won $1!!! Hahaha. I know la. $1 only. But still an achievement for me le! Wahahaha. Nice game today! They guys are really very noisy lor! Cuz yaya and shues are the DJs. They play songs they like from the computer. Den they never play finish one song lor. Den the guys sing along with the songs. So funny la them.

Really enjoyed today! =) Am loving the people in friday's training!! =) Hope that there will be another one of this kind days. Hope to have fun with the Volleyball people and especially Shues and Yaya!! Hey next time we take more photos k?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:51 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005
Yeah! Exams are finally over!

Went to Volleyball just now. Was fun lars. Today don't know why suddenly so many people came for training. I think there is around 30 people ba. The people there in Friday's training are so funny and fun lors! Shues and Yaya forever the best! I like the "race". Cuz the people in my group very good. They run very fast. Haha. Den everytime our group no need to do forfeit. Cuz our group never lose one. Haha. Cannot so "xing zai le huo". But the people in my group is just great. Haha.

Okie. Now is 11.10 and I am waiting for my bro to finish bathing before I can bath. I haven bath lor! Can u imagine! I have not bathed since I had volleyball training.

Okie. Tomorrow got training again. Hope it would be fun! I hope! People coming tmr pls make my day! Going off already!

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:06 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Today's topic is gonna be about learning. I get this instinct of learning from this incident that happens today at home.

My bro came home earlier den me today. And so he went to take a nap. When I am home, just opening the door, he heard that. And quickly rushed to the computer table and "ba zhan" it. I'm so fustrated and scolded him. Cuz shues was asking me whether am I going on-line. I told her I'm going on-line the moment I step into the house. However knowing my instinct, my bro quickly snatched away the rights to use the com from me. Isn't it idiotic? His eyes are so red cuz he had not enough rest. And because he doesn't want me to use the com, he actually did this to me! How idiotic can he be? I am so so so angry and confronted him. Fuckingly enough, he punched my stomach. [sorry for the vulgar word here.] I'm just showing how angry I was just now.

I don't know why. But after a while, when I am still angry, I had a severe gasrtic. And I mean very severe. I crawled to munch on biscuits. I ate a lot. But it keep on aching. Guess it's really 'retribution' for fighting with my bro. But, god is fair I can say. My brother also got a very severe stomach-ache. He cannot tahan and so rushed to the toilet. That's why I have this chance of using the computer to blog and tell you guys about this thing. It's really very 'xie men'.

Alright. Am so feelin not well now. So I'm gonna stop here. Hope I can recover quickly.

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 7:34 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Ok. Finished 2 papers already. Yesterday had MArketing. Not that bad la. But today's POA. WAS TOTALLY LIKE HELL! I hope I can pass la. At least a pass can? Please god, buddha, everyone. Please bless mE! It's like when doing the profit and loss statement everyone got Profit. And I, the damned one got Loss. It's total hell! Freakingly gonna fail! Please. I hope the supplementary paper will be easier and better and I also hope that I can pass that supplementary paper and not be an on-line student. Please. I really would not like to be one.

Why is Poly life so difficult? Secondary school life is indeed far much better and less stressed. When you fail your exam also never mind one. Just do well in your "O" levels den can already. Why now come to Poly, when I thought it will not be as stressed as JC, is even more stressed? Please NYP. Please let me pass my modules. Pass can already. Pass I already very happy already. Please!

Okie. 2 down. 2 more to go. Tomorrow is Statistics. Guess it will also be tough for me cuz my maths just cannot make it! Memorize still can la. But applying it into theories is just so sucky for Michelle to handle. Please! Michelle would not like to be an on-line student!!!

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:59 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005
OH NO!!!! My exams are starting tomorrow! I am not fully prepared! I guess this tme round I can only do last minute revision. Michelle ganbate ne!

Actually during these break we are intending to go out and study. But Xiaoping keep having no time. So didn't lor. Think I'm gonna do badly le. No one to go to. I really hope I can at least get a pass. Can?

Ok tmr's first paper is Marketing. I hope tmr when meeting Xiaoping and Huishing they won't be late. Tmr Marketing paper start at 9 and ends at 11. Den Tuesday is Accounts. [DIE!!] also 9-11. Wednesday is Statistic paper.[ALSO DIE!!] also 9-11. Den thursday last paper is Econs. 3-5. I really hope I can pass these papers. I write down my time-table here cuz I'm afraid I might forget my time-table. Ok. Michelle must start her Marketing revision now ler. Bye everyone! Wish me the best of luck!

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:17 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005
Results show yesterday. My Jun Yang is out leh! How can this be? Why is he out? Why is Wei Lian in? I seriously like Jun Yang more than Wei Lian lor! My Jun Yang! Why you out? Is it because of Candyce? Actually I don't vote that much for you is because of Candyce lor. It's like why you choose Candyce? I know this kind of things I cannot and have no rights to comment about it. But don't you think you lost is partly because of Candyce?[partly lar] Why must you like 'gong kai' your 'relationship' with Candyce at this moment of time? After that cannot meh? Oh My God. Normally I vote 5 for you de lor. That night I only vote 3. I know I caused you to lose de la. Cuz I bet many other ppl also feel what I feel.

Ok Michelle, stop condemning about Junyang and Candyce la. People together none of your business right? Everything is over already right? Ok. No use crying over spilt milk. He's gone means he's gone. To all Junyang supporters out there, don't feel sad already okays?

Ok. Don't know why I just don't like Xinhui. Don't like means don't like ok? I know she sings so much better den Kelly la. But I just don't like lor. I know I very attitude, but i just don't like can? She's really very act lor. Sing the song 'beautiful' by Christina Aguilera, I agree with Wei Song that she over do it le. Ok. I know I'll get 'sued' by Xinhui's fans. But, this is my blog. If people wanna say me den go ahead and say lor. I just don't like Xinhui can? Although she sings better. It's like, there's certainly something or somebody that one would not like right? Too bad the one I don't like is Xinhui lor. I know people might not like Junyang and Kelly, your problem right? I just don't like Xinhui and that's all. Ok Michelle must stop now. Cannot go on condemning ler.. Byes..

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:39 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity would never mingle, will I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

Watched Superstar yesterday night. Junyang was fantastic. He sang really well. I really hope that he can enter to the grand finals. For the girls, Janet say her friend who went to watch say Kelly didn't sing well. But I really like Kelly. And also hope Kelly will make it to the grand finals too. I hope Junyang and Kelly will be the ones who can make it. Sighs. Just hope for that best la.

I don't know what I have been doing. It's like I have been studying but nothing seems to get in. I studied the whole econs. I feel that this is a great achievement for me. But, when I close my eyes and try to recall what I have learnt, I only remembered the demand and suplly curve and NOTHING ELSE! That means I have only been studying for the sake of studying. I really hope that I can pass this exam. At least make me a pass can? Please.

Alright. Am off to study already. Thanks for everyone for visiting my blog. Hope you guys contunue visiting and also tag me alright?

[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:02 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005
If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people together??
This is a very meaningful sentence. Don't you guys think so? I just love thie meaningful sentence..

Okay. Exams are near and I HAVE NOT STUDIED! The whole time I've been on this damed computer. Why must like that? O levels also like that. I already fail alot of times le. I cannot afford not to buck up for the main exams. Michelle really have to buck up!!

waitingforyou...♥ 7:32 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Had Volleyball training yesterday. As usual, there's still a number of people who didn't turn up yesterday for training. Guess it's partly due to SBM's exam are near. I'm not going to training next week lars. Cuz it's my exams.

Today, we went for Marketing tutorial lecture in school. Den after that went Matt's house to study. Me and ping intended to go there study de la. But he guys were just nuisance. They played Mahjong lor. Make me so hand itchy. But they play money de la. I dunno ma. I only can sit there and watch how they play lor. I know I'm being a nuisance la. But sorry guys, I would really wanna learn how to play Mahjong with money one la. Haha. When I see sian liao, me and ping went to the living room and study. But who the hell know when the TV is on, we just simply lost concentration in studying. We just watch TV lor. It's indeed tempting. And hor, the show that is on is so damn nice lor! It's Happy Sunday la. So funny lor the show. Den ping and me laughed like nobody's business. Haha.

Ok la. End of my blog. =)

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:59 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005
I am listening to this song "My Heart Will Go On" song. It's not only with the song. When there are pauses, there will be phrases taken from the movie "Titanic". It is so so so nice. I really loved this version of "My Heart Will Go On". It is like so nice and romantic lor. And whenever I listen to this song, I tend to love the movie "Titanic" even more. I really hope that I can see this movie once more. Don't you guys think that this movie really rocks? The storyline, the actors and actresses, the plot, the scene, a 'real-life' story. Oh my. It is just so nice. Especially Jack and Rose. They are so madly in love. Oh my, Titanic just rocks lar.

Okie I spent my Sunday at home. Exams are really near. And I really need this time to study very hard. But I just can't get started. I'll get started tomorrow. I promise. Tomorrow will be the start of my study week. Michelle is gonna make use of this week to really buck up and study. She had failed very badly for her ICAs already. She can't afford to fail anymore. Cuz she would not like to be an on-line student. Who like right? Haha. Ok lar. Nothing to say already. Michelle is gonna pia from tomorrow onwards.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:53 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005
Today is Saturday.

Volleyball training in the morning is fun. Really fun lar. Don't know why la. But I feel great today during Volleyball training. Maybe it's because girls only got Yawen, Shuchen and me ba. Then the training is like so great cuz we're like back in the past. Where we have our training together as a OPVB team. Just fun lars. Just that I have to go off early to meet Xiaoping, Janet and auntie. Bo bian lor. That Xiaoping ask me along de lor. Haiz. So can't play for long. I never play shuang lor when we are playing match. Sighs. Den shuchen tell me that the match was so interesting without me. Oh never mind den. Will be there next Saturday.
Today's training was like hell in the beginning. It was definitely much tougher den Monday's training. But I like it la. So long never sweat like hell le. Haha. Although my stamina sucks like anything, but I like la. Just like lor. Just that Michelle like cannot tahan la. Her stamina really sucks to the core lor.
Actually Michelle likes Satirday training a lot. It was like more fun cuz lesser people. Haha.

After that went to IMM with Xiaoping and Janet to meet auntie. Auntie really very good lor. We say we don't need her to treat ler. But she insists in treating us. She evern brought us to a very nice restaurant to eat lor. Really thank her a lot. She really spent a lot la. Everyone was so "pai seh" she have to treat her. Den after that we went to Secret Recipe lor! Auntie really very good lar. She treat us Chocolate Sundae in Secret Recipe lor. Auntie really thanks a lot! Then in gratitude, we bought her flowers. Hope she likes it.

After that went to Jurong Centre to play pool. Wow not bad ar. Janet know how to play liao. Haha. Only left Xiaoping lor. Don't know why she don't like to play. haha. But don't care her la. Haha.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:09 PM

Friday, August 12, 2005
Michelle can't get to sleep la. So came in to blog.

Ok. My computer broke down and corrupted on tuesday when my brother wasn't at home. He stayed overnight at his friend's house. The next day, I went to school early. Feeling so depressed cuz the computer is corrupted and my files, songs and pics are all gone. Mom was furious at me and said that she will never repair the computer.
Miraculously, when I got home on wednesday, my mom told me my damn little brother fixed the computer. Didn't know how he did it lar. Maybe he carried the CPU for repairment lar. Or he asked his friend to help him fix it. Cuz I know he'll NEVER EVER know how to fix a corrupted computer. Guess he's desperately wanting to play his computer game, that's why he's so enthusiastic in getting the computer repaired. But it's good for me anyway lar.

I'm so sad. Cuz I've lost EVERYTHING which is stored in my Folder. Especially my songs. Then when I came online, I asked a lot of people to send me songs. Shuchen, Dharma & Yawen send me the most songs. Thanks guys`! Lurve them. I managed to get 100 over songs due to them from a day. That's very great already.

Don't know why nowadays people are craving for Mahjong la. Hui and Jarrel are craving. My FS0501 guys are also craving. And this resulted in me craving for Mahjong too`! Mic know very little la. She only play for fun de. She never play money before lor. Michelle only knows how to "pong" and "hu". That's all la. Haha. Guess I'll need a pro to teach me play ba.

Exams are damn near lor! After exams I'm gonna learn how to drive the Daytona. Seems like I suck in it. I'll train hard. Lols. Later at 12:30 pm needa meet up with FS0501 cheekos for the sticker thingy. Hahas. So lame la hors. It's 1:03am now lars. Can't get to sleep lars.

And yah, Derrick is out today. Surprisingly, I don't feel anything! Maybe I am not that supportive of him ba. I had always liked Junyang more den Derrick. But Derrick also not bad la. But too bad lor. Competition is like that de ma. And one thing, my mom is CRAZY over Weilian on wed night. She voted for him 5 times lar. She admits herself she's giving it cuz she's sympathising with Weilian. Sighs. Guess aunties are very supportive of him. Alright. 1:07am now. Nothing much more to continue ler. Byes and take care whoever reading my blog!!! Michelle loves you!!!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:53 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Janet send me a website of a very nice song. It's "I Am A Girl" sang by Kiss la. Very nice lor. Below will be the lyrics for this song.

[I Am A Girl - Kiss] (translated to english)
I just cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you
And then they leave you
This is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed meal
Though I will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

I heard that if you give up things too easily
To a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed meal
Though I will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe, the pain, it's not enough to describe how i feel
We were so happy together, but I know now
I've been blind
You told me that you'd never let me down
Whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
Even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
And her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

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[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:32 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005
Saturday today. Went for Volleyball training in the morning. The sun was like so bad lor. It actually scalded me like hell. My face is burning red now. Training was ok ok lar. Just the same lar. Just that I don't like the weather there. I know I'm being to "girly" here. But I just don't like the sun lor. My face is damn sensitive to sunlight can? My face very easily sun-burn one can? I just don't like the sun to burn my face lar. The feeling is so not good lor. My face is burning hot now. Now exaggerating lar. It's real lar. Michelle just don't like strong sun can? Actually did quite a number of things today in training. Yaya wasn't around cuz she stomache upset. Plus she yesterday got bashed by a volleyball. Haha. Take care Yaya`! Get well soon!

Nowadays a lot of people are getting sick. One of them is none other den Yaya lar. Den also got me, slight lar. Also my mom, and Scott lar. Aiya. Just too many people getting sick lar. Just wanna tell everyone who visit my blog to take great care of yourself!

Went to Scott house to do project after Volleyball training. Was smelly lar. But I lazy to bathe and bring all the bathing stuffs lar. So I'm Miss.Smelly lar. Hope I didn't "xun" them lars. Thanks Scott for letting us go your house even we are not in the same project group lars. After that went to eat dinner. Scott think he very rich lor. Say wanna treat us AGAIN. Haha. But we didn't let him treat lars. Haha. Anyway thanks Scott lar. We went home early cuz that Ping lar. Say she will be afraid to go home so late at night. Especially this period of time. cuz.. u know i know lar. Cannot say out. Cannot offend lar. So went home quite early la. Okie lar. I think that's for all lars. Haha.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:51 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005
Argh.
Michelle is sick.
Dunno why lars.
But she just don't feel any good.
Hope she can be well soon.

Had alot of presentations and projects these few days. But still got the time to come in and blog hor. Good job Mic. Haha.

Watched Superstar on wed and thurs night. Derrick was just perfect. Buy Junyang's singing really is the best! God. He really sings so damn well lors. Best best best. I like both Junyang and Derrick. Kelly was also great lars. For me I feel that she is the best girl contestant in Superstar lors. Hahas. Ok lar. Jason and Candyce got out. For your info, I expected this. Not to say I haolian or bullshit or whatever lars. But I really anticipated they two will go out. Den Candyce said something about that she broke with her boyfriend because of some small conflicts. She also said that she kinda regretted. Ok lars. Quite sad lars. Hope she can be back with her boyfriend again.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:22 AM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005
haha. today is Yeeching's birthday. Happy Birthday girl!

ok. did nothing special these few days. supposed to have proper VB training yesterday but didn't cuz alot of people didn't go. so nvm. den i went home. but when i'm in the train, i mean JUST GOT IN the train, Lay Yin called me and told me thr's trg again. god. so i waited for the damn journey from YCK to Khatib, which is so god damn long, and den from Khatib back to YCK again which is also so damn long. but nvms. at least gotta play VB. was fun cuz very few people only. haha.

yah. saw the Project Superstar contestant Kelvin, Chen Wei Lian, the "special" one at YCK mrt ytd. He was kinda nice-looking. He was smiling. Just wanna tell him to jiayou. =)

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:46 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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Xiaoping ♥
Xiangting ♥
Yawen ♥
Yeeching ♥
Yongtah ♥

Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

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