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Monday, October 25, 2004
This song had been in my mind for days~!
Aerosmith - I don't want to miss a thing [didn't get it wrong]
This song is so damn cool. Lurve it.
Of cuz. Sly sang this song on thurs. *cheese*
Come sing with me.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away from dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could say lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep cuz i'd miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing
Cuz even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do i'd still miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep cuz i'd miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing
Cuz even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do cuz i'd miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well i just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And i stay here at this moment, for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cuz i'd miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing
Cuz even when i dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do cuz i's miss you babe
And i don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:25 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004
It's early man! Only 0912 in a friday morning.
Actually wanted ta slp a lil while longer. But smth happened dat made me cant carry on sleeping.
So, no choice, but ta pull myself out of bed.

It's so still & silent in my hse.
Parents workin, bro studyin.
I'm all alone.
Expected ta study the moment i get up & all my cleanin up done.
But.... Seems like thr's a big force that attracts me to the com unknowingly.
*winks*

Ok. Wad abt ytd?
SINGAPORE IDOL!
Sylvester dyed back his hair ta black~!
He's just sooooooo cooooool. *in lurve*
OH MY GAWD! HE SANG FANTABULOUSLY GOOOOOOOOD!
Sylvester sang "I don't wanna miss a thing" by Aerosmith.
Was shruggin fer him when he's gonna reach those high notes.
But.... He made it! And did it well! He's screamin (just like Bon Jovi) & dat's awesome!
He's gonna come back fer more spectaculars~!
Rock on Sylvester!

Wenta watch 'White Chicks' wif ma fwen ytd b4 SG IDOL.
My gawd. It's so darn furni~!
Laughin my toes off~!
"I'm-so-freakin-pissed" "I'm gonna haf a B.F"
Two furni phrases frm dat movie.
My gawd~! Can't believe ey are so god darn furni.
Esp the shittin boo-boo part. So disgustin-yet-furni~!

Okie. Gotta stardie. Bye fwens & stardie real hard~!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:12 AM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Tadae is Graduation Day..
Supposed ta be a joyous cum sad occasion budden, just dont seem ta haf dat "yi yi bu she" feeling..
Of course there will be peepos whom i'll miss lots..
But not alot..
Only those who are nice to me..
Those i'm with loggerheads with, . . . *evil laugh*
Of course i'll not miss them larh..
So simple..

Had our graduation book..
With lotsa pics inside..
Lotsa diff classes photos..
Nice aye~
Had lotsa ppl's autograph..
One of it is.................... *ta dah~* [anonymous]
*coughs* [herm herm]
[only kat & me knows abt it.. hahahahahahahah.. kat, sheesh]

It's my gaga-ness anyway..
Peepos, dont bother abt dat..
Awww..
Gonna miss alot of peepos..
We ain't gonna come back ta sch aft tadae..
But guess wad??
We hafta come back tmr for SS & Eng remedial..
*signs*

My gawd! I just cant stop thinkin abt Sly!
I'm oredi being called an idiot for goin gaga over sly..
And this remark is by 510..
S*cker her.. haha *laughin out loudly*
510.. Sly rocks okay~! haha

Tmr is mama's b'dae..
Got nth for her but a cake..

Okie.. Gotta run along..
Take care guys..

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:09 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Hi guys. How are you guys doin? Still fine? Guess i'm just muttering to myself.
Okie. Tadae is a rather special day.
Why? Don't tell u.
Ppl just like ta check out wad's in my blog & wanna plan wad to gossip right?
I tell you. I WONT DO THAT.
I'd just say what i like ta say.
Only when i'm shuang, den i say.

Okie. Tadae went back to english remedial.
Everyone came except 510.
Hai. 510. Who ask u study until so late.
Lazy bum u.
But otherwise, it's rather "enjoyable".
With ppl sayin i'm 'cheap'.
It's "FUN" yea? *_|_*
I'm priceless.
Just wanna tell ppl who hates me.
I know i'm born wif a fu*king face.
But can't help it.
I admit i'm no kind soul.
But far better off than u.
I'm ay porcupine.

I know i can't shut ur holes up, but it's time to haf a thorough cleaning up.
It stinks aye~

Enough. It's spoiling my spirits.
Darn it. D*mn su*kers.
Just my luck.

Go shake your ears.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:20 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004
Hi guys..
Hee hee.. Haf nth ta do.. So blog.. it's 11.17 p.m. seh~..
Two peepos are in moi house right now..
Watching Summer Scent together.. [dat's cool].
Betta not say out who they are if not ppl say i flirt.. *bleh*

Hai... O lvls r REALLI comin..
Mom:"O lvl comin u still play. ppl now studyin very hard. u lose out liao still dun wanna study. i tell u. the day when u get back your results, dont u cry!" blarh blarh blarh..
Ok.. I know..

Abt SG Idol.. Sly didn't sing that well ayE~
Wad a real pity.. Should haf sung betta.. But.. Nvm.. Try harder next time~!
Abt the elimination thingy.. Jerry ish out~!
Although i don't like Jerry, but i rather sympathised him cuz he's realli humilated very badly..
Buddden just as i wanted to change the bad impression i got of him, he reversed me back when he claimed that he wanna continue pursueing his singin & even wanna come up with an album~!
Oh no.. *yuck*
It's like, who will buy his CD? haha..
ok.. enuf.. gtg.. bye..

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:15 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004
Hi guys..
Ya.. It's me again..
Of cuz.. Dis is ma blog.. Who do you expect then? *stares*

Just changed dis blogskin of mine..
Find dis skin quite cool..
Haf nth ta do den.. So browsed thru blogskin.com & came across this skin..
Cool?
It maybe seen somewhere, but, give me face larh.. *winks*
Okie.. It's onlie abt ...... 17 more days to O lvls right?
So wad am i still doin here? Of cux is i'm still slackin..
Can anybody tip me off? Why am i still not tranced? Why am i still liddat?
*signs*
I keep telling myself that i reallie hafta stardie real hard you knoe.
Cuz i know how GOOD my prelims results are.. But.. *signs*
Gawd.. *claps twice* WAKE UP~!

Yippie.. Got our class polo tee~! Yippie~! It's nice larh..


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[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:54 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Wow..
My pathetic blog is finally workin~!
Yippie~!
Shoooooooooooooooo long since i last updated my blog..
Gonna change the template of my blog again..
Cuz i somehow feel dat dis blog is very the boring aye~
I'd be nice ta haf a change..
So i'd be fresh~!

Hmm..
I think i'll not frequently blog..
19 more days ta my BIG DAY~!
Ular-lah~!
Realli hafta stardie lyke crazee..
I mean... CRAAAZEEEEE~!
I've been a slacker fer ma whole lyfe until now..
I reali hafta turn on my engine..
Get rid of my slack-ness & my lazybones..

Seems lyke ppl haf reali been angered by me..
Duno why da hell ey wanna do dat fer..
Hate me right, CONFRONT ME LARH~!
I admit i'm curious in knowin eir real motive..
But nvm..
Ey won't lemme know it anyway..
Oh.. Just fark off..

Ok guys.. If u haf read my boooorrrriiiiiin post, thank ya..
But i think no one will do it anyway.. Okie.. Stardie timE~! Buaiz~!



[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 5:01 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004
Hello~! Update time~!
Again, my com is spoilt..
Hafta depend on Jarrel ta help me post again..
Thanks once more!

Okie.. Now den I know,
There’s only 28 more days to my BIG DAY!
Oh my..
Really quite freaked out aye..
Not at all prepared!
Hafta get started!

Ho Ho..
Got some news of Sly..
Heh heh..
Dun wanna say out..
Could be of some inconvenience..
But..
Im actually quite crazee ova him..
Dunno why..
*control*
Hey guys.. If you happen to read dis blog of mine,
Remember ta vote fer Sly right!

Guess some bastards had really gotten inta ma lyfe..
Hate dat..
But wad can I do..
I can do nth..
*signz*
I dun wish ta haf anything wif bastards..
Cuz ey are basically controlled by some evil bitches.. (not 38th bitch council)
Dun understand y must ey exterminate ppl..
Cant ey enjoy emselves and PEACE the world?
Duno wad had gotten inta em..
If ey reali hate me,
Jus come straight inta ma face and punch me aye~
I would accept dat..
At least ey haf the guts ta..
But I just hate ppl din things underground..
I admit I aint no kind soul..
But at least Im not as descipable..
I admit Im not difference from HYPOCRITES as SOMEBODY might categorize me inta..
But, Im not a HIGH LEVELLED hypocrite as ey are..
Oh forget it..

Lurve ya all.
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:41 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


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Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

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