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Monday, February 27, 2006
Yippie!! Exams finally over.
The only paper I'm afraid of is Accounts.
I think I totally screwed it up.
I suck at accounts.
Hope buddha or god can help me.
PLEASE!!!
From the next semester on I promise to study very hard.
I promise to concentrate & do my work!
Please let me pass!!!

My dear exams still not over.
So ke lian.
Haiz.
Recently he's been mugging quite hard with aslany.
Hope he REALLY is studying.
Cuz heard that they are playin maple instead.. . . . . .. ... .. .
Wahahahahahaha.
Study hard my dear.
Left a few more days only!
Then I can everyday pei u go out le!
Provided I don't have to work.
=]

As days passes by,
understand that we are runnig out of time.
Devoted precious of us,
made every second worth it.
Him, friends, family & volleyball.
Life would never be perfect without them.

waitingforyou...♥ 5:12 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006
Life is full of uncertainties.
One second you can live happily.
The other second you can juat be depressed over something.
The butterfly effect: When a butterfly flips his wing on one side of the world, it might haul a hurricane on the other side of the world.

People misunderstand one another.
Over small and casual things can cause a mojor conflict.

We experienced.

It almost came to an end.
But luckily, it is only ALMOST.
It didn't in the end.
Salvage is the keyword to any problems.
"There is no rains that can't stop just like there is no problems that can't be solved"
This phrase is so true.

Wonder what would it be like.
If we did not do something about it.
Will it end?

hopenot.

waitingforyou...♥ 5:33 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
The 3 posts of the day = the 3 words that I wanna say

I'm missing you boy even thou you're right here by my side
Cuz lately it seems that the distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that i wanna hear
Cuz I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
You got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside , let is be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna do
How I wish I could take this back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't reweind
There's nothing I can do to stop me losing you
I can't make you change your mind! (abt the worthless messeduppieceofshit)

waitingforyou...♥ 10:34 AM

i'm S-A-D. SAD
U KNOW?
THE MEANING OF SAD?
BLOGGER.
CANUPLSCONVERYMYLOVEANDFEELINGSTOHIM?
HOWAMIGONNALETHIMKNOW?

ARGH BLOG I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

waitingforyou...♥ 10:17 AM

Dunno wad happened to u.
Your blog says it all.
But it's uncoded.

You said u wanna vent ur ANGER and HATRED on . . . . . . . . ?
ME?
i dunno.

Dunno what the hell has happened between us.
Just when I thought it STRENGTHENED.
But seems like.
It's getting more.

I dunno what to say already.
I dunno what you are thinking seriously.
Why must this thing happen between us.
Tell me how am I gonna salvage it again.

Can u tell me WHY are u like this again.
I really wanna know what you wrote in the blog.

You everytime say u aren't worth to be cared for.
But why do I care?
Simply three words don't u know?

usaiduwontgiveup
butwhyamihavinthisfeelinthatuwill
fromyourblog
itreallygivesmealotofthinking
idunnowhetherareutiredofreadingthis
ily.
AGAIN,
ily.
usedthisphrasenumeroustimes
butijustcouldntthinkofabetterphrase
iwontgiveup

themesseduppieceofshit,
iwouldhavetoclearitup
nomatterwhat
buthopeuwillallowmetodothat

onceandagain,
ily.

waitingforyou...♥ 10:02 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006
without you where do i belong
without you how can i go on
no love but yours will ever do
tell me how am i supposed to live my life
without you

I LOVE YOU
UNDERSTAND?

waitingforyou...♥ 12:11 AM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentines Day everybody!!!

Now is 1.56am on Valentines Day morning.

First time spending V'day.
Special.

Haven spent my day.
Gonna slp first den spend it with denny.

Lalalala.

-i.miss.you-

waitingforyou...♥ 1:52 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006
Went to his house yesterday.
For the whole day I can say.
Lol.
First I saw his aunt and Fidel under his block.
First impression of his aunt is really pretty ar.
Not to say. Fidel is so cute!
Haha.

Went to eat KFC first.
Was having so serious stomachache.
He very good la.
Go buy medicine for me.
THANK U SO MUCH!

But after when I headed back to his house,
I didn't eat the medicine.
So sorry.

Played computer games in his house.
Lineage2.
So nice the game!
I lvl 20 already!
All thanks to him.
Den I can summon unicorn!
Wohoo~!

Play and play and play.
Play until dinner time.
And I ate at his house.
His aunt cook de dinner very nice la.

Haha.
Den after that went to his room and see his bro&cousin play.
Wahaha.
They very funny la.

Hmmm.
One day and I get to know his whole family.
Wahahaha.
Hmmm.
Feeling kinda good also.

Okie done.
=p
Hope he can come my house also.
=p
=p
=p

waitingforyou...♥ 2:04 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
So feel like crying.
Not because of him.
Not because of friends.
Also not because of Volleyball.
IS ABOUT PROJECTS !!!

They are just totally so so sucky.
Admit I didn't put in alot of effort la.
And I'm angry not because of my team members or what.
Is because of the project itself.
Why can't it be a little more simplier?
Why can't it be a little more time-manageable.
Oh My.
I know I'm lazy la.
Always last minute then do.
But humans are like that one ma.
Hai.
Ok la I admit it's my laziness that causes me all these.
But..but...but...........
I AM JUST SO LAZY.
WHAT TO DO?????

Thought poly life is supposed to be relaxing?
Why so many projects.
Haha.
And most importantly,
WHY AM I SO LAZY?!?!?!?!
Hahas.


Denny didn' feel good today.
Cuz of his damned calculator.

waitingforyou...♥ 9:07 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006
today's also not a good day for me

mom have been prejudiced against me
was hoping to go out with him
when he woke up i was so happy
happily waited for him
although he's got so much things
i happily waited for him
until mommy asked me repeatedly why i still at home
scolding me
telling me i still have reunion dinner tonight
been pressuring me
that's why i get stressed
i know my words in msn
are only one word answers
totally stressed at home

sorry

and den waited for him to finally went out
and den his shoes are wet
i don't blame him for anything at all
and we didn't get out in the end

he told me he neede rest
so be it

at least we tmr can go out

at home
can't take nap
mom ask me help he to peel the hard boiled eggs
i just fcukin dunno how to peel
lost 2 eggs
mom scolded me useless
and asked me to get loss now

and my question
why am i sucha failure?
why am i so useless?

iamstill undiscovered
thosetearsstillneverrundry

waitingforyou...♥ 4:14 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006
My emotions.
Described in songs.

Songs of the day

SOMETIMES - BRITNEY SPEARS

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me
Move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Everytime I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that
You're the only one for me

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'll ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

----------------------------------------------

I WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER - JESSICA SIMPSON

You set me soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say u feel it too, I know u do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
Ten thousand lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have
Just to be with u, and that will do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been now I only want to be right where you are

In my life I've learnt that heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else that I would ever wanna be
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel u loving me

waitingforyou...♥ 12:33 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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Shuchen ♥
Shirui ♥
Sokyin ♥
Weiseng ♥
Xiaoping ♥
Xiangting ♥
Yawen ♥
Yeeching ♥
Yongtah ♥

Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
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