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Friday, March 31, 2006
yesterday night..
not long after i posted my blog..
i got a message..
it's from him..
how how glad to hear from him that he's fine and safe..
THANKS GOD, BUDDHA and etc..

he told me his phone cannot sms..
so he used his mom phone to message me..
his mom saw the message i replied him..
and we didn't message any further..

at least i know he's safe..
but i feel so weird..
when i didn't chat with him for one day..

today is the second day..
and didn't get to hear from him anything also..
hmmmm..
it's raining rather heavily now..
and i'm waiting for the rain to stop to go volleyball training..

didn't feel well yesterday..
dunno why also..
so not sure whether today going training..
but i felt better today so decided to go training..

didn't get his sms today..
missing him so much..
i don't dare to sms him also..
his mom is always around him..

think i am getting sick..
the stupid weather..
plus i'm missing him..
awwww..

i'm worried for him and missing him every milisecond..
guess he's sneezing non-stop now in china..

i wonder what he's doing there..
i wonder is he missing me..
yes of cuz he would be missing me!!
wahahaha..

i'm sucha weakling aye??
2 days only den liddat..
haiz..
people never see each other for months or years also never miss each other so much like me right??
so weak me..

I MISS U ALOT DEAR!!!
YOUR FAMILY AND YOU MUST TAKE VERY GOOD CARE OF YOURSELVES OKIE??
REMEMBER TO MISS ME EVERY SINGLE SECOND!!!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 4:44 PM

Thursday, March 30, 2006
hmmm..
he went to china today..
only got his sms early in the morning around 5am plus when he is on his way to the airport..
i didn't reply him cuz i'm still sleeping..
sighs..

i smsed him twice today..
from morning until night..
he didn't reply me..
hope everything is alright for him there..

i didn't hear his news today..
it's already one day..
hmmm i asked him sms me if possible when he'd reached china..
but i didn't get his sms..
kinda worried..
it's been one whole day..
and i miss him alot!!!
arh!!!

i guess i really can't live without him!!!
one day without his news..
really kinda feel not good..

guess i'm too oversensitive..
but i am worried..
no sms from him make me so worried..
didn't sms me whether he'd safely reached china..
ARGH!!!

why am i worrying so much??
maybe he dun have auto-roam??
maybe he didn't bring his charger??
maybe his phone no batt??
maybe he there can't sms??
maybe his parents are there he afraid to sms??
maybe he forget??
maybe he too busy??
maybe maybe maybe... .... ... .... ....

so many maybes...
hope it's in one of the maybes..

arh!!!
i can't stand myself..
stupid me..
think so much for wad man..

HE WILL BE FINE!!!
I MISS U!!!!!!!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 9:30 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006
I'm living everyday so happily..
With him by my side..
Just wonderful!
Just hope our parents...................

nvm.
I'm still happy..

Remember our promise??
Our future goal??
YAY!!!

Volleyball is forever so fun!!
With my two best friends around even more fun!
PLUS
My dearest..
HOW MUCH MORE FUN CAN I GET?

Yay!!
Sentosa on tuesday!!
Yippie!!

Ah..
Getting poorer and poorer.

Dear going to China soon!!
Buy something nice back for me alright?
I will defintely miss ya!!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 3:14 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
wahliew.
renfred in, adriano out sia.
haiz.
rich ppl get the deeds man.
this showcases the power of the riches.
dammit.
it's OBVIOUS tat adriano is better.
SEE THOSE SCORES!
but........
the riches get it anyway.

enough of adriano if not dear will angry.
HAHA.
his geraldine got in anyway.
haha.
i also like her anyway.
YAY!

*ping peng piang.
*ting teng tiang.
*ling leng liang.
oooh. wad should i blog.

life have been so so so so great!
if only...............................

1) grandma can be healthier
2) everyone stop naggin abt US
3) have more money
4) have more time
5) my vball skills improve

THE END~

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 12:05 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Lalala.
So bored! Haha.
Maple is so so fun!
Thanks dearie so much for helping me do jump quest and helping me level up.
In the end owe him so many . . . . . something right? LOL

Hmmmm.
The results of my exams are coming out sooon!
Although i dunno when.
But i know it's soon!
OH NO!
I know i'm gonna do badly!
But at least lemme pass!
Sighs~

Alright let's not talk about it.
Volleyball is so so so fun!
YAY!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 3:11 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006
别走开 给我一个时间对你说爱
(don't go. gei wo yi ge shi jian dui ni shuo ai)
手触着心缓缓呼吸
(shou chu zhe xin huan huan hu xi)
深深地 感觉心在说我爱你
(deeply. feel my heart say i love u)

哦宝贝 给我一个时间对你说爱
(oh baobei. gei wo yi ge shi jian dui ni shuo ai)
用我的心化做星星 填满你寂寞的夜
(use my heart to make stars to beautify your lonely nights)

从来不曾有过这样的感觉
(never knew i would have such feelings)
迫切渴望拥有每一个永远
(to really have eternity)
就让转动的时间停留在眼前
(let time freeze before us)
让我对你说 对你说
(and let me tell you that...)

我是真的付出我的爱
(i really gave u all my love)
从今以后不会再更改
(and assure that it would NEVER change)
哦… 让我拥有你到未来
(let me have u til eternity)

我是真的付出我的爱
(wo shi zhen de fu chu wo de ai)
从今以后就不会再更改
(cong jin yi hou bu hui zai gen gai)
让我拥有你全部的爱
(rang wo yong you ni quan bu de ai)
(let me have all your love)

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 10:14 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006
FIRST OF ALL.. TO START OFF MY POST OF THE DAY..

[mic singing]
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to denny
Happy birthday to you

Yay! Dear officially 18 years old liao. Can do alot of things already right? I still have to wait until 7 more months to become officially 18.
Started off by meeting up yesterday.
Went to Lot One cuz didn' go there before.
Went to play arcade for about one hour or so. Only spent 10 bucks on it. I thought for spending 10 bucks for one hour in arcade is considered cheap. But denny didn't seem to agree. HAHAHA.
Didn't play much. Just focussed on playin PHOTO HUNT.
It is really so fun. Right dear?
After that went to eat Long John and den to K-BOX!!!
Sang k-golden there. Until 2am. SO FUN!!!!
Sang so many songs there. And dear introduced me Makiyo songs. Quite nice! Haha.
Took cab from CCK to Esplanade.
Spent the night there.
The breeze was so nice.
Chatting with dear.
So nice right?
Hahaha.
Hope you enjoyed your birthday yea?

And then today.
Due to the lack of sleep we had the day before, we slept like pig for so long.
I slept until 4.30pm. Dear worst. Slept until 6pm. LOL
But I can understand how tired he was.
I den went to Hougang to look for him and ate THAI EXPRESS!!!!
First time eating and it is so nice!! Haha..

Ok la.. Nothing to blog already.. Denny now celebrating with his good buddies. Hope he enjoy himself!! Haha.. And everybody who reads my blog.. Thanks!!! =) Take care everybody!!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 11:39 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006
Didn't blog for a few days already yea?
Guess only a few ppl like dear, shues and aslany will come read my blog.
But nonetheless I shall blog.
Provided that I am free.
Just like now.

Alright it's 2:07pm on a monday.
Having monday blues.
Waiting for dear to wake up.
And see whether are we going out today.
He's sucha pig. LOL
Cannot blame him also la.
Yesterday night he accompanied me play maple until 3am.
PLUS
He went out with his friends at around mignight time and didn't sleep well too.
That explains his tiredness.

3 months.
Not long thou.
But I experienced the importance of the existence of him in my life.
Although sometimes we didn't meet everyday.
But guess that's what makes us stronger yea?
We quarelled quite a number of times.
And one time so major that . . . . . . . . .
Forget it.
But
We managed to calm down and think.
We managed to compromise.
We managed to . . . . . . . . . .
Haha can't think of that word now.

At the same time,
I miss my friends.
I miss volleyball.
I don't know why.
I can't seem to improve on it.
Where has the volleyball training go to?
Recently I borrowed this VCD.
It's about volleyball.
A jap show.
It's so inspiring.
It made me loved volleyball even more.
I admit I suck at it.
But I really wanna improve and be something.
Not always a somebody that only crap and boast that how much she loves volleyball.
But ending up sucking at every volleyball skill she does.
Is there no way that I can train up myself?
If there is a will, there is a way.
But nothing seems ot be right for me.
Just exactly what is happening?


The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*

waitingforyou...♥ 2:00 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
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