Sunday, May 29, 2011
I've changed.I've became more emotional.
I get affected and get personal easily.
Sometimes I don't know how to control my emotions/feelings.
I've become less optimistic.
And become more pessimistic.
I no longer tend to look at things at the bright side anymore.
This thing had changed me so much.
Although sometimes I feel really awesome.
Like meeting my awesome friends, going to nice places.
But at the end of the day, when I'm alone at home.
I tend to let my imagination run wild.
I tend to think of the unthinkable, and let myself get affected by it.
Damn I should do something about this.
At this rate, we'll quarrel more often.
At this rate, u'll get more irritated by me.
At this rate, u'll tend to have this bad thought.
At this rate, how will we end up?
P.S: LDR sucks.
and i hate being alone.
tobecontinued...
waitingforyou...♥ 2:01 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
I received a letter from him today.It was written on the day that I left Brisbane to Singapore after a day stay there.
The content was heartwarming and sad.
It states the wonderful day we spent together.
It was indeed the best day of this year.
Although he left during early Feb, but we really treasured that 24hours we had.
Although more than half of the day is spent with his friends or with my relatives,
we still treasured each other's company.
The letter also reads how we parted.
I was preparing for work, reluctantly.
And putting on my make-up.
He was there, looking at me.
Until when we have to say good-bye.
We hugged, and i gotta redo my make-up.
It was all smudged due to the tears.
Parting is still so unbearable.
Damn.
And I had to leave.
This time, he watched me leave.
He watch me turn away.
And I didn't turn back.
Anyway, Scott Lee, study hard.
I'll be there in June, and I'll mug with u.
Meanwhile, I can only give you moral support.
One month later, I'll give u physical support!
Loveyou,scottlee.
waitingforyou...♥ 9:27 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2011
What time is it where you are?I miss you more than anything.
Back at home you feel so far.
Waiting for the phone to ring.
It's getting lonely living upside down.
I don't even wanna be in this town.
Trying to figure our the time zones making me crazy.
You say good morning,
when it's midnight.
Going out of my head,
alone in this bed.
I wake up to your sunset,
it's driving me mad.
I miss you so bad.
And my heart heart heart is so jet-lagged.
I've been keeping busy all time.
Just to try to keep you off my mind.
Trying to figure out the time zones making me crazy.
I miss you so bad.
I wanna share your horizon,
and see the same sunrising.
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.
andthenyoumakenewfriends
whatstheretohide?
gettingcloserandclosereachday.
onlytokeepclosetomewheni'mthere.
whathappenswheni'mnotthere
i'monlyanotherfriend.
maybejustaspecialfriend.
whereyoudon'treallycarecuzi'mnotthere.
waitingforyou...♥ 3:37 PM
Monday, May 09, 2011
One more week!Just one more week to meeting him, for around 24hours.
I know it's super short.
But I'm contented.
At least I get to see him in person!
Get to hug him, get to hold his hand. :)
Am really glad I went for this job.
It really makes my life easier as compared to holding a 9-5 job in SG.
If I were to hold a 9-5 office job, I think I'd go crazy just missing him.
At least when I fly, I can get my mind off things, and try to enjoy.
Especially now SG is so super hot!
Super humid!
Thank god I will be going countries which are much more colder.
Osaka tomorrow.
Hope nothing goes wrong.
My parents will be worried abt me.
Esp when aftershocks and tremors are still ongoing.
I'll take care of myself.
After Osaka, is BRISBANE!
Omg. Super can't wait.
I'm gonna see him real soon.
Suddenly, despite all shit things I experienced while working,
I LOVE THIS JOB!
IT CAN TAKE ME TO SEE HIM!
<3
Scott Lee,
I still love you so much.
Why is that so?
=)
And sometimes, I felt that our relationship has grown.
Much more matured, much more sweeter, much more loving.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
And, I really need to meet up my girls!
waitingforyou...♥ 11:59 PM
Friday, May 06, 2011
I'm heading for Perth tonight.With 2 crew I flew before.
I really hope that I will have a good flight.
And most probably I will have a check, so I hope I'll get a good check!
Perth, Australia station.
Brisbane, Australia Station.
But it seems so far.
So near, yet so far.
God, I miss him so much.
It's only 3 months.
But the day he left me, is still embedded so vividly on my mind.
I just pray this flight tonight is gonna be a good one.
waitingforyou...♥ 5:32 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Baby posted a video on my wall.It's about a couple's engagement.
They have been separated for 5 years.
The guys lives in LA, and the girl lives in Taipei.
During these 5 years, they do meet up by flying here and there just to see one another.
But how many time can you have the time or money to do so?
So 5 years passed and they are back, Together Forever.
And now they are engaged.
I find this video super sweet and meaningful.
Maybe because I understand and feel how is it like to have your other half at another end of the world.
Ok, not exactly another end of the world, but at another country. <3
Baby, I might be too sensitive at times.
I might also be easily affected by what you do.
This is because you're constantly on my mind.
Whatever I do, I think of you.
Maybe that's why.
Same thing for me,
without you,
I will not be what I am today.
You make me whole.
And you know I love you alot.
We've came so far, to get together.
And not long after we got together,
we were separated.
And hell yea, it was tough.
It's been almost 3 months since you got there.
People might say it's only 3 months,
but it was already unbearable and we have had arguments.
But, we managed to settle things,
and we learnt to know how much we love one another still.
Let's work on this together.
And I feel that the list is cool to!
Let's try and see whether we can do it!
Haha.
Loving you,
Scott Lee. :)
waitingforyou...♥ 8:36 PM
Monday, May 02, 2011
And, TAIPEI HAS GOT AWESOME STREET FOOD EVER!
The Taiwanese are more heartwarming!
At least there is like no language barrier in Taipei as compared to Hongkong cuz I can't speak Canto for nuts!
The stay is super duper short can!
Only managed to visit Shilin Night Market.
And I saw a Taiwanese star.
He's not popular la.
And I experienced my first ever tremor in Taipei!
Pretty scary thou.
I'm glad I get to go Taipei.
=)
And Scott Lee promised to go there with me when we're free. :)
waitingforyou...♥ 6:27 PM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
22.
Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.thank you.
Runaway-s ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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