Friday, September 30, 2005
Yea! I no need to go back to work ler! So happy. Basically is because it's too bored and lonely there. And I just can't stand loneliness & boredom la. Lol. Recently I've been listening to Yang Cheng Ling's songs. There's one song called "ai mei". I feel that the lyrics really very meaningful. As in.... Yah la.. Just meaningful lar.. Nice.
Having volleyball training later on!! SO happy!! So long never touch ball already! So afraid that i'll not play well later on. Oh never minds.
*[sometimesthingsain'tassimpleandstraightasyouthinkitmaybe]
*[nomatterhowharditrytoexplain]
*[youjustwon'tunderstand]
*[ohnevermind]
*[don'tworry]
*[i'vedecidedonforgettingitandnotgonnatalkaboutitagain]
*[letmego.letmeoff.iwon'tturnbackagain]
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 12:21 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Didn't blog for these few days.Was working.
Needless to say.
So bored.
Not like DBS ATC.
Where I have bao beis like. . . . . . . . .
Alright get ready I'm gonna list them all.
For heaven's sake, I miss them lots.
Bao beis like : Yunyi, Minyi, Tingting, Huiting, Sijia, Huimin, Ruishi, Anyi, Yolly, Jesline, Yixiang, Yewhuat, Mitchell, Sharon, 'Maria', Seowye, Justin, Jinghui, Yuchun, Goldfish, Janna, Fion, Lionel, Peixin, Mary.
Alright.
My brain suddenly rusted.
There are people I certainly forgot to name them down.
If DBS-er happens to come by,
please update me with bao beis i missed out alright?
Ok.
Today when I'm working,
my paper dropped to the ground.
I went to pick it up.
But holla.
I actually didn't remember that there's this hard computer table right beside me.
Holla.
I actually forgot I'm using the computer.
And hollalla.
I banged my pitiful head against the hard table.
It's made of marble.
Imagine how "comfortable" it can be.
To knock so hard against it.
Hey.
If anyone feels like commiting suicide,
pls come look for me at my workplace.
Do what I did.
I garuntee you'll succeed.
Just kiddin. *laughs*
PAIN LAR!
Until now still pain can??
Alright.
I think I'm gonna have brain tumour.
Thank godness I'm working in SGH's A&E Department.
I'll have first minute attention if whatever shi*t is gonna happen to me.
*Touch woods*
I do not want something to happen to me.
Still young thou.
But before that.
I hope my head can stop hurting.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 9:15 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
I'm back for more blogging. Recently life has been fun.
With the Volleyball people around.
Not forgetting Yaya who keep coming my house for the scanner. Hahaha.
And Shues for accompanying to Volleyball trainings.
And one last important people.
DENNY!! MY GOOD BRO!!
He's one NICE arse.
Never fails to help me under any circumstances.
Never fails to give in to me.
He's just one nice brother of mine.
Ok.
Don't praise him so much.
He's not modest.
Michelle is one strong girl.
So I believe she can do it.
Michelle finds life meaningful and beautiful.
She will never let setbacks bring her down.
She's one strong arse.
She'll never fall.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 10:57 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
There are some things in the world that no matter how hard you explain, people around you, sometime even the people who are the closest to you, will never be able to really understand how you are really feeling inside. I guess no matter how hard I try to explain, no one will understand. Really no one. *sighs*
Do you think I would like this thing to happen? It just happened without me knowing it. I try so hard not to think of this. I try so hard not to go with my feelings. I try so hard not to fall. But sometimes even elephants cry. Sometimes even the strongest falls. This time round. I think no matter what I say, it won't make things easy. It'd instead make things worse.
Sometimes I wish I can be much more stronger.
I guess I'd just hide the true michelle and live on with the michelle that people want.
I guess I'd just play along.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 11:48 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
These few days have been staying at home. Have no where to go la. Mainly it's due to my stiff neck la. It's not yet recovered. Sobs. These few days also been busy with the volleyball chalet stuffs.
People had jio-ed me for Mahjong.
But sorry guys. I'm broke now. So have no money to pay for the losses.
I always lose for buddha's sake.
I'm beginning my one week job on the 23rd Sep.
That is this friday.
Hope it will be a successful first day for me.
Cuz I'll be reporting for work alone.
And I have to be in formal wear.
I hope I don't exaggerate my wearing.
Have been listening to some english songs today repeatedly.
They turn out to be nice aye~
Maybe I've not been listening to them for long.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow's training.
I hope my stiff neck will be fully recovered by then.
One more thing.
Thx den'bro for today.
Although I didn't say much.
But thx for the concern.
Any problems must come find me kays?
Hope you get to read this entry. =)
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 6:47 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Ass. Been having this idiotic stiff neck since yesterday. Woke up so painfully. Sighs. I don't know why I'm so weak at times. Keep having this kinda idiotic things to sopil my day. Got stiff neck la, gastrics la, headache la. Don't know what's happening to me lars.Alright. Don't know whether is there any training later on. But if there is I will go la. I know stiff neck la. But don't care lars. Wahahas.
Alright. Mic's song of the day~~
"In Love With You" - Jacky Cheung & Regine
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 2:48 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Some things are rather left untouched. But ever wonder what if they come to you unknowingly? You just can't run away. Since you can't run away, you just have to face it bravely. I know you can do it Michelle. You have always been so strong. This time round, give it all your best. Michelle you can overcome this sh*t.[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 2:50 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I'm afraid. Cuz I'll be taking my results in an hour's time. I didn't study hard for my exams. That's why I am so afraid now. I know I always regret at the last last minute. Sighs. Alright let's not talk about this.About what happened in my life these few days. Starting from yesterday. Hmmm. Yesterday actually spent my day at home. But went down to class chalet at night at around 9pm. Cuz Scott they all say the chalet left very little people. So went down. Hmm. When I reached there Matt and Scott were BBQ-ing for us. Hmm. That's nice of them. Only 6 ppl left there lor. Pathetic I can say. Den after that Phelan and Dickson left at 10.30pm. Left only 4 person lor. Den nothing to do one. So played cards. And slept le. Cuz the guys didn't sleep the day before. Den woke up today, and went to Tampiness Mall. Bought accessories. So happy. Ok la. Nothing much more to update already. Byes everyone.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 10:57 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
There's this thing that keep haunting me. It's not like as if I'm ok with it or not. It's the matter of how the things are kept within me. I know outsiders will surely think I very bad or what. But the thing is my heart is telling me another thing. Why can't I follow my heart? I'm really not feeling good about this. Hmmm. Is by not doing anything and staying quiet a good thing? If by not doing anything ang being quiet can let things not be so stressed up, I will do that. I really wanna have the best of both worlds. Who doesn't right? Sighs. I know no one will really understand what I'm going through. Oh Michelle can you stop being the baddie? You seriously would not like anyone to feel that you are a baddie. But what you are dong now is it right? I rather hurt myself den hurt any other people.[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 11:32 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Michelle is back for more blogging. Hmmm. Gonna have volleyball training tomorrow. Hope I play well. Okie. I spent the whole day at home today. Guess what I have been doing? Nope. Not online. I had been reading this book called "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul". There are many different stories inside that book. There are stories about love, friendship, kinship and all sorts of relationships. It's really a nice book to read. Cuz it got my attention for the whole day today. Hmmm. This book is indeed not bad.
Alright Michelle is currently dying of boredom. Can someone like save me? Oh never minds. Have nothing more to blog already. Hmmm. Michelle wish that she can have more pocket money and go KTV again!! Lols.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 5:52 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Hahas. The second blog of the day. Just to add on to the k-box session we had with shues, vivi, denny, drain, weeki, andrew & alex. Cuz read Denny's blog and so wanna add on sth in my blog. Denny you sing song very nice lor! Denny is the best singer among us all lor! Jiayou lor Denny! Wahahahahahahas.And the too bad thing is Yanwei unable to come and join us lar.
Hmmm. About the shues thing, we will all help u til the end!
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 8:16 PM
Hi guys. Missing me? I know I have not been blogging the past few days. Partly is because my brother is using the com and he don't let me use it. So bad right him? Oh never mind. At least I get to blog now.
Hmmm. Let me start on thursday. The Volleyballers came my house to play mahjong. It's so fun again. Wahahahas. In the first round I lost 3 bucks. Den second round I share with YW. Den he helped me won back my 10 bucks. So in the end I have a total winning of 7 bucks. We play until like 6pm. LATE FOR TRAINING!!!! So I used the 7 bucks to take a cab back to school. In the end I didn't win anything. Hmmm. Never mind den. After that went for Volleyball training. Was hell man I can say. But I know all the tough physical stuffs are for our own good. I hope I can benefit from it and can improve my Volleyball skills and also my sucky stamina.
Back to friday, which is yesterday. Went to Toa Payoh K-Box with the same old Volleyballers again. Still the same fun which we had on tuesday. God. One week went twice k-box already lor! Bankrupt already. Still haven go k-box with Regina they all. Think I really bankrupt liao. But nonetheless, it was still fun! I think it is more fun then tuesday's one. Cuz the room is so damn big. Nice~!!! Had alot of fun at k-box yesterday. Really. One thing about the k-box. IT WAS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO COLD!!!!!!!!!! Wahahahas. After that went training again. Hmmm. Feels like the whole week I've been doing nothing but k-box and volleyball training. Funs! Hope my life can continue be like this. So fun can!!! Wahaahahas.
I really wanna improve my volleyball skills. I really sucks at everything in volleyball. I really really really wanna improve. Hope my stamina can co-operate and hope that I can really improve.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 1:42 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Went to k-box yesterday with the volleyballers. Was so fun can! Wahahahas. We went to sing k-happy. Den yaya sang very little songs. Maybe alot of songs she dunno how to sing? Lols. Anyways yesterday's k-box was really fun. But the not fun thing is that I had gastric towards the end of k-boxing. So damned right?! Sighs. Was so painful at that time. But gets better when we went to eat dinner. My gasrtric until now still haven completely heal can? Sighs. Overall yesterday's k-box is really very fun! Weeki sang a song in girl's voice. And the way he sings really sound like girl can?! So girly man his voice! Lol. I recorded it down. Lols. SO GIRL WEEKI! Lol. Fun, fun and FUN! I want another k-box session! Lol. They say after their exams we go again![*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 2:05 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
Ok. Mic is so bored at home. So decided to listen to songs. I love David' Tao's song "Ai Hen Jian Dan". I've been listening to it non-stop. And so I want to share this song with all of you. It's in chinese la. But I have nothing better to do so I changed the lyrics to english all by myself. I know it might sound crazy. And most of all is direct translation. But, still hope that you guys can understand the message I'm trying to let you know from this english version of "ai hen jian dan" which I translated. I like the way I translate it. Cuz the meaning of the song still remains. Please read my english translated version of "ai hen jian dan"! Please! It won't take you long!I forgot how all these started.
Maybe it's just a feeling I have towards you.
I suddenly realised myself.
That it's so easy to fall deeply in love with you.
It doesn't matter if love is in darkness or loneliness.
I can't choose to hide.
I didn't regret loving you.
That crazy person is me.
I Love You.
I can't stop myself from loving you.
Please say that you love me too.
I Love You.
I would not like to lose you forever.
I can't be that happier.
Just to be with you.
Anything will do.
Although this world is changing non-stop.
Just use the most sincere heart.
Love will be easy.
I Love You.
I'm always here for you.
Always loving you.
I Love You(yes I do)
I will never give up.
This chance to love you.
If you ever have any troubles.
You can come to me and I'll listen.
Listen to how I say I love you.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 2:54 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Argh~! So bored at home~!!!!! And my damn brother don't allow me to use the com until now~!!!! How bad can he be?!?! I know sometimes I also use until I never let him use la. But when he ask me I will let him use de lor! I good-heart let him use den he everytime use until I cannot use lor! What is this?! ARGH~!!!!!Ok. Michelle is really so bored at home. Just mananged to get online and snatch the com from my bro. So bored can?! Really got nothing to do. Alright. Nothing to say already. No mood for long blog today. Goodbyes.
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 7:02 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Okie. Had volleyball training yesterday depite the little rain. Actually am quite glad as there's still quite a number of people who came down despite of the rain. The rain really not co-operative lor. It had rained the whole day den at night also want to rain. But nvms.ba0 said he really wanted to quit. And, I think he had already quitted. ba0 had been wronged by a lot of people. Especially those in the Volleyball School Team. Actually felt quite sad for ba0 la. Always kenna this kind of ununneccesary critism. ba0 said dat if he leaves, will we stay? He also questioned us one thing. "Is it worth it to stay in Volleyball?". This sentence kinda make me sad. But when comes to thinking of it, we guys, come for friday's training and even extra saturday's training cuz we would like to learn volleyball. I know ba0 is doing us good by coaching us for free. And I really appreciated that a lot. Really felt very appreciated. Dunno how to thank him lars. I know he also cannot take it already. Cuz he came to NYP not for coaching. But to learn more volleyball for himself. He had the same motive as us. That's to improve on his volleyball. But seems like NYP's volleyball ain't that suitable for him as in the people around. From what I heard la, people around him are making him fed up.
Yesterday when we nearly persuaded ba0 to continue training us, suddenly one person interrupted and brought ba0 down once more. I know I like that say isn't fair to the other person. The thing is, we've already been so used to ba0's coaching and we had long regarded him as our "coach". Not only that, he is our friend already. So halfway through SUDDENLY ask another person to coach us we will have a bit of uneasiness. But still hope the people on friday will still come down. But.. Looking at the situation now, nobody seems to be willing to stay in this volleyball team anymore. I hope. I really hope that the people will continue to stay in volleyball.
Ok. Back to another thing. I've been rather stressed up about this issue. What I really need is someone to understand what I am really feeling inside. I really, sincerely, truly would not want to be the baddie here. Hope my friends will understand. I know I'm bad. But this kind of things can I change? If I can I of cuz would not want anything bad to happen. Ok this is not a bad thing. But.......... Oh my. Am in a loss for words. I just hope that people can stop giving me stress. Let me be normal can? Let me be myself can? I know I'm not being understanding here. I know I'm being noncensical here. But how can I find someone who is understanding to me? I seriously would like to let nature take its course. But hope I won't be given stress. I know my friends will be there for me. I'm really glad to have good friends around me. That's the thing that god has blessed me. Great friends!
Okie. Mic wants a new HP pouch for my phone and Mic wants to search for cute tissue boxes!!!!! Craving for cute tissue boxes!!!
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 11:00 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Ok. Something happened. And I suddenly liked this song. I'm vexed!!!!!!!!!!!! There's a post further down.
"Here Without You" - 3 Doors Down
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you Baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you Baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you Baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me
Everything I know
And everywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
Yeah~~~
I'm here without you Baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 3:46 PM
Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers! Especially teachers in OPSS. Once again, Happy Teachers' Day!!
Ok. OPSS volleyballers and Chong met up and went to Swensens for our dinner yesterday. Was so fun lars. So long never met up with my team-mates. And so long never see Mr Chong. Crapped alot indeed yesterday night. 15 people crapped in Swensens. Mr Chong is becoming richer and richer! Hahas. Cuz he showed me something. Wao lao he is really rich la. And he didn't deny. Dunno wad fortune fell upon him when he teach at Punggol la. Wahahas. Yesterday was so fun with the volleyballers. I really miss them lots. Hope that one day we can go out and play volleyball together! Wahahas
After that dinner, me yaya and shues went Starbucks together with 2 of the 'A's. Cuz they also had their teachers' day celebration so met with them lor. After we went to Starbucks, yaya had to chiong her assignment. So shues and me helped her with it. I know the 2 'A's are abit bored. But... duno lars. Yaya so ke lian. Hafta do so many things. Luckily got me and shues hor yaya? Luckily we are also once an art student. Wahahas. 2 'A's left early. And so after that when Northpoint is gonna close, me yaya and shues went home also at around 10plus. Ke lian de yaya hafta go home and rush her assignment. Hope she did a good job on it`!
Okies. I'm now all alone at home. Have nothing to do. So guys when you see my blog pls tag okies? Love you guys`! =)
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
waitingforyou...♥ 1:29 PM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
22.
Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.thank you.
Runaway-s ♥
:] ♥ Scott.mylove. ♥
Audrey ♥
Charlene ♥
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Denny ♥
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Juliana ♥< /a>
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Weiseng ♥
Xiaoping ♥
Xiangting ♥
Yawen ♥
Yeeching ♥
Yongtah ♥
Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
Reminiscing ♥
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