Darling charlene, I so love the song in your blog!
From techno become liddat or from liddat become techno I dun care haha.
I love this version! =p


Everytime We Touch - Cascada (Slow Version)

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I Want you in my life.

First of all, just recap of the past few days of my life, Darling Charlene came by Olio restaurant to eat! lol. My boss gave her 50% discount. muahahaha. Happy ma Darling? lol. =p

Nowadays report and scripts and role play to be done. Although a little tiring, because i've been working so much, but still managed to get it all done by last minute =]

Life has never been so great! It's like, I really love it =]

Milk - Dragonfly

This one small verse: (cuz i only like the chorus. LOL)
我相信你
爱你不亲你
微妙的距离
蜻蜓点水的涟漪
淡淡痕迹 说不尽过去
只因为有你
我庆幸还有勇气

I dunno what to say.
But I've carried on my life very smoothly.
And I really am very happy.

The song nice la! =p

Anyway, let's talk about what happened yesterday.
Althought I am still sick la, but then it was a happy day.
andiwannabehappylikethisalltheway

Yesterday CS roleplay was alright.
Then chiong-ed MMD.
Scott, something happened to him ar.
Sad.
The clique was sad for him and feel unrighteous for him too.
No matter what u still got us la Scott.
We help u curse the fah-ker.
After we handed in our MMD, i went to work.
It was not busy at the beginning.
And me being cashier, even more not busy lor.
BUT.
The crowd came in at 8.45pm liddat.
OMG.
Den it was like reali busy la.
I busy helping the 3 station captains.
Den the bill hor, everytime come at one go.
Some more Kent sell Olio Circle, i must do the bill thing like seow haha. =p
But luckily got Henna help me =D
By the way, guess wad?
DARLING CHARLENE AND DEAR JIALI CAME TO FIND ME! lol.
But the thing is they never eat la.
Sadded.
If not i can give them discount lor =p
Say until i very big liddat. Haha. =p
So nice to see Charlene and Jiali =]

**omg!icantbelieveit...

I have no more feelings for u anymore..
So whatever you do, also won't affect me at all..
Not even a single bit..
Maybe the good things u do may result disastrous to me..
Just like the show in Corner with Love, towards the end, Xin Lei will NEVER go back to the rich guy.. NEVER..
Cuz she no longer like him already..
That's it..
That's the end..
No matter how long u wait for me, things will never change already..
Just dun interfere with my life..
ANYMORE.

我伪装着,不露痕迹的
想在你身边,静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车.往前行进着
某个路口.爱在等着

你往前走.不回头看了
记忆的笑脸.缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得.让你孤单单的
我爱你的.心牵挂着

一直想跟你说.幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口幸福哭着说
心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
下个路口你会看见爱.有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
假设有个以后.你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口.你会看见爱.有美丽笑容

Okie.
After listening to the song, my turn for my life story.
Firstly, I AM SICK!
Oh my god.
The thing is I need to go work and also need to do project.
Kinda xin ku.
Haiz.
Never mind.

Going!
Nothing to blog anyway haha.

just dun tell me wad to do and not to do!
i dun need ppl to tell me just wad the hell i must do!!!!

sucha long hmmmmm
cuz been thinking haha.
although i already told myself not to think la.
but nvm.
what is urs, one fine day will come de.
i will wait for the day of the truth bah =D

lalalalala.
today proj mgmt ica was alrite la.
didn't reali study but still managed to answer the questions with my common sense haha.

later going to work.
i need money money money!! =D



**Milk - Dragonfly <3

Been watching the "Devil Beside You" then this song 暧昧 by Rainie. Feel that it is a nice song. So wanna share with u all =D

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

**sosotrue...

Why is money so impt?
Why is people suffering from poor-ness?
Why why why?
If only I got money.
IF ONLY!
haiz.

This is one of the neoprints we took. I damn lazy to upload the rest la haha.

Going~!

Buaizzzzz...

Firstly, went to work.
Secondly, after work, WENT OUT WITH JIALI, BINGYUN, CHYEHSIA, SHUCHEN & YAWEN!!!
Didn't know that we will be so happy!
Cuz too long never really meet up one another already bah.
Ate PastaMania first, den chat alot of things!
so happy.
Den after that went to take neoprints.
Wah.
So many decades never take already.
Now de neoprint machine can directly infra-red to ur handphone leh!
SO STYLO LOR!
Den we infra-red all photos to BY phone den she bluetooth us all the photos. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Really enjoyed today with them!
Miss them so much!
When i see them really miss them alot lor! =D
I wanna go out with them again!
They say next time we will go sing karaoke together!
YAY!

Michelle is happy today! =D

Composed a song.! Lihai bah!
Its a damn sucky song la.
Cuz I only fill in the lyrics.
The tune of the song is the Full House the dunno wad song.
I find it nice leh the song.
But cuz it's in korean, I wanna compose chinese lyrics for the song.
And i managed to compose it within around 10-15 minutes when the CS teacher is showing us the dunno wad video. HAHA.
10-15 minutes onli leh.
LIHAI BAH! =D

Ok la.
The lyrics damn damn lousy.
But at least I like =p

**i just want to lead my life carefreely as it is right now..

Hello everybody!
I know u all miss me alot! Hahaha.
I quite long never update cuz I've been working.
Firstly lemme reply to the tags first..

to Regina:
Haha twinie! Thanks for tagging ya? I will find u take photo one fine day de la! Den must remember to post online k? Haha =p

to Denny:
take care of urself..

to Jing:
Jing!! I also miss u leh.. I miss all the volleyball girls.. Just that I really need to work more and concentrate more on my studies.. So I chose to leave the team. So sorry yea? I promise if one fine day if i got free time i will come down to see u girls de!! =D

to Charlene a.k.a Darling!!:
Touched ma?? I keep calling u darling? Hahahaha =p Tk care darling!

to Kat:
Dun worry gal! I will link u! =D TAKE CARE!!!

Alright. Back to my life.
Recently been busy working.
I need money money money! HAHA.
Just reached home from work.
So tired but intended to come to blog.
Cuz I know all my darlings here wanna see how's my life going on right?
I AM GOING ON WELL EVERYBODY!!! =D

Super tired.
I go rest le alright?
Bye bye everybody! =D

Haiz..

Although i so so so so so so feel like using the 4-letter word here, i would not. i must respect my friends who care for me, who are reading this blog. i dun wan them to feel offended after reading my blog full of four-letter words.

Everybody's giving me advises. I know they are for the good of us. Everybody encourages me to accept him once more. Actually i know he will change already. i know he will. he had learnt his lessons already. but the damn sad thing is i really really 100% garuntee chop had made up my blardie mind that i will not patch back with him. for i dunno why reasons. kill me ba if u are not happy with me. i know i'm bad. damn bad. u can kill me if u want. for i dun give a damn.

but.
i want to be happy in my life for now. after the break-up with him, i finally realised that actually i had tonnes of good friends! charlene, fengming, xiaoping, shing, scott, dick, yawen, shuchen, renhao, meiru, andrew, and just many many more!! u know how happy i am ma??
but.
i know he can't forget me. not fot the time being of cuz. but how can i carry on being friends with him in this way? i really dunno.

JUST NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME CAN! PLEASE STOP THINKING THAT U CAN UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH CAN EVERYBODY STOP THINKING THEY KNOW ME MORE DEN I KNOW MYSELF!!!

STOP TREATING ME LIKE AS THOUGH I AM A S.H.I.T!!!

JUST FCUKING NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND ME CAN!!!! NOBODY!!

i'm f**king lost!
i'm f**king scared!

I know we can never be back together again already..
Haiz..
Certain things really just happen unexpectly bah..
Just as I really decided on this thing, u suddenly become so so so so desperate abt this..
U said u wanna meet me..
I got so so scared cuz I really dunno wad to say and wad to do and wad to react..
From the way u sms me or call me or whatever, u make me so so scared u know ma??
I so so feel like crying not becuz i broke up with u or wad..
Is becuz i'm so afraid of u now..
I mean it when I said we can be the best of friends..
I know maybe u still love me..
But u really must try to forget abt me ba..
Sorry for giving u false hope but for now i really dunno wad to do..
I feel so scared with the presense of u around now..
Do u know dat??
Haiz..
Can u live ur life normally just like before?
Like that i will not be so afraid and like this maybe we can be best of friends..
I dun want the lvoe we had before become a terror..
I want it to become true friendship...

Char actually made this for me knowing I'm sad! OMG this is like so so so so sweet of her!! Char i really love u from the bottom of my heart la!! MUACKS..!!!!

FRIENDS FOREVER CHAR!! <3

Yea we both should move on..
Be it memories, the best will be remembered..
Maybe we can remain as friends..
Maybe he will treat me as an enemy but nevermind..

To him:
I will still treat u as one of my good friend..
But if u dun den i really got nothing to say also..

A part of him will always be in my memories..
We should really move on =D

Banu's son so so cute!!

And that was one group which i once worked with! They are nice bunch of people! Actually is GUYS BEHIND girls infront. So Char, what are u doing BEHIND???

And they bully me~! Wahaha. I'm surrounded by satay men!! Guangming last minute join in so didnt have a satay stick with him. SO SAD.

TEQUILA SESSION!!!

First, the guys toast..

And then, the girls!!

This is the Tequila gang! Haha. Jamie shy la. Dun wanna take photo with us haha.

Ok that's all for now. I will upload the rest if i got time. Now already quite alot!

The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*