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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Came to blog ler. Cuz Janet came and didn't see me update my blog. Haha. Janet, I'll update regularly de. Keep visiting my blog okay? Haha. Love you lots.

Okie. Tmr is the hearing. Hope everything will be fine. And I mean, REAL Fine. Went to the temple today and she went to ask for a lot. Actually at first she can't get the lot. After many many times den she got one. She's afraid that the lot is a bad one. But it turned out to be a good one. Cheers on okay girl`! He'll be fine. We'll support him no matter wad de okay`! Stay strong. Must have enough rest. Have enough sleep. Then you'll be able to have the strength for the hearing. Really hope everything to be real fine. God please help us`!

Why does it seems like life has not been good for me? I thought I had lived more happier in school. I thought school days can make me a more happier person. But I thought wrong. I'm not that happy. Why? What the hell had happened to me? I really don't know. I know my friends around me really care for me. They even asked me what happened to me. But I just don't know how to tell them. I really don't know how the hell to explain to them. The damned thing is that I don't know what the hell had happened to me. It's always been like that. I really can't understand why I'm feeling this way man. Hate myself. Anyway, gimme time to forget every little unhappy things. I'm very sure I can do it.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:47 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Hi just changed my blogskin. the damn thing is i duno wad happened to my tag-board. once i wanna tag, when i click "tag" it brings me to another page with all those tags. sighs. will do sth to it de.

sighs as for today, sth not so good happened in school. for grey. we tot we had all his results. and he did great for every subject. this is a very great come back for him. but darn it NYP don't allow us to have his results`! dammit right? how? these are things which can help him damn lots lor`! shitty NYP`!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:12 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005
going to post sth very sad here which i think ppl around me will also feel sadded for. that's for him who left us. he's from our school. and i ever saw him before. that's why i will feel sad for him. imagine someone who don't know him, once ever saw him, already feeling sad for him. can't imagine his family and friends. they must be really damn sad. but words can't win how they are feeling. this kind of things, human will feel sad de. really can't imagine how sad people who are closer around him will feel. too too sad. people reading out there may think i got nth to do with him why feel so damn sad, but it's okie. i write wad i feel here. those who are feelin pissed by me, see dat [x] button on the very top right hand corner? press it.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:15 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005
Went to watch Initial D yesterday. Oh my god it was really good lor. Everything in the show was good. The stunts are cool, the cars are cool, most importantly, the ACTORS are cool. Jay was so funny+handsome+cool+natural in that show. Oh my I'm loving this show. Long time never watch movie ler. Am feeling so so so nice`!

Okie I'm also loving this new song, [Yi Lu Xiang Bei] by Jay. This song is just so nice. I like the lyrics though.

`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-

Hou shi jing li de shi jie
Yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
Ni zhuan shen xiang bei

Che lian hai shi hen mei
Wo yong yan guang qu zui

Jing ting jian ni de lei
Zai che chuang wai mian pai hui

Shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
Ni zhan de fang wei

Gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
Jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui

Ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui
[Chorus]

Wo yi lu xiang bei
Li kai you ni de ji jie
Ni shuo ni hao lei

Yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
Feng zai shan lu chui

Guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
Xi su can kui

Wo shang ni ji hui

Wo yi lu xiang bei
Li kai you ni de ji jie
Fang xiang pan zhou wei

Hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
Wo jia su chao yue

Que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
Ting zhi lang bei

Jiu rang cuo chun cui
Xi shu can kui

Wo shang ni ji hui

`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:43 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005
Hi people. Went for volleyball selection today. Guess wad? Oh well i will leave u guys to ask me den i tell u all whether i'm in or not. But defintely there are lots more other people who are PRO thr. Actually I'm watching Inuyasha now la. Just that the episode i watch before liao. So didn't rather care about it. Haha. Okie nth to update ler. Byes.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:02 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Hi people. I'm back for an update. Since I have nothing to do, and also a special request from my dear Regina. Haha. Okie. Lemme start.

These few days got nth to update. Cuz it's just going out & going out. Tomorrow is NYP Volleyball selection. *scareds*. lotsa lotsa lotsa *scareds*. I sincerely don't think I can make it into the NYP Volleyball team. Just prays real hard & hope everything will go smoothly tomorrow. Everybody, anybody, pray hard for me & Yawen can? *god bless* and I really *prays hard*

Will update on how the selection is going. Guys, keep it moving over here aye~. It's so quiet.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:41 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005
As once said, boring ppl boring life. Guess i'm a darn boring person so i am living a really darn boring life. Oh nvm.

Tomorrow's 4A4 gathering. I really hope everything will turn out fine. And most importantly, hope no one scolds me for increasing the sum to pay to $5. Sorry guys but my estimation is really off. So, it's 5 bucks. Sorry. Hope most of 4A4-ers will turn up tomorrow. Hope everyone will be happy. Hope tomorrow will be an enjoybale day.

Okie. Nth much more to write. Take care guys who read my bloggie. Thanks lots and love u all~!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:34 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005
Hi. Looks like nobody looks at my bloggie. So nvm den. I will write more boldly here. Okie for updates of my life.

On tuesday, my classmates and I went to Sentosa for toning of our skin, volleyballing, swimming in the hot sun, a bitching session. But we didn't bitch that much. Since I have nothing to write, I'll write down who went for the Sentosa trip.
We have Regina, Ashley, Michelle Wong, Xiaoping, Huishing, Jamie, Sherlyn, Matthias, Jinfu, Scott, Dickson, Phelan, Kaian, lastly, me. [dun think i miss out anyone]
When we reached Siloso beach, we girls went to the toilet to apply all our sunblock and suntan lotion. Took a rather long time thou. After that, went to play a little volleyball. Den we headed to the beach. We soaked ourselves in the beach. Was a rather nice feeling thou. Oh yah, I saw my volleyball juniors Liya & Jolene. lols. Den when everything is done, we went to bath and proceed to out dinner. Den the rest took mrt back home, huishing & ashley took their bus, me and xiaoping took a bus too. That's all.

As for yesterday, was a rather fun day. Went to k-box from 2.20 to 7. Actually it's until 6pm. But no one chased us out. So we continued singing. We left at 7 fearing we have to pay more. So left. Was fantastic. We sang lots and lots of songs. And in the end i sang damn lots of Leehom songs and was once again in love with him. Oh my god. Was a fantastic k-boxing session yesterday. Love it hell lots. Yawen was loving it too. She would like another session. Yawen, I'll join u next time also~! After k-box, went to k-pool. Once again, enjoyed myself as I had not touched pool for a long time.

As for today, I intend to slack at home the whole day. =)

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:08 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005
yeah, Yeah, YEAH~!!!!!
SENTOSA TOMORROW~!!!!!!!!!
i'm lovin it`"~
yeah gonna tan myself & play VoLlEyBalL~!~!~!

That's all for today. lols. byes everyone~!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:30 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005
Looks like things are going on well for everybody.
That's what the ending should be.
Everybody easy and satisfied.
"abc" will be living happily.
"xyz" will be satisfied.
"xyz" wishes all the best for "abc"

-=[*inuyasha*]=- & -=[*kagome*]=-

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 5:50 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005
Ok. This is gonna be a short one. Firstly, the topic for today is, for everything to go well tmr. To my dearest Apple, he'll be fine alright? I know you'll think of the worst. But, life still have to move on right? We will all pray hard for him. Don't worry okays? You gotta be strong girl. Bet he will not want to see you depressed or sad everyday. I know you're a strong girl, so you have to stay strong and wait for him. He'll be fine.

As for him, really hope that you'll be fine. We'll really pray hard for you. Cheer on and all the best of luck.

God please let him be fine and alright.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:02 AM

Saturday, June 04, 2005
`Life has been kinda boring for me nowadays.
``Today is Saturday & I'm at home the whole day.
`But actually today I'm rather happy with how I spend my day.
``I finished wacthing Inuyasha the anime box 4 & 5.
`It's like around 26 episodes.
``Feel so nice.
`Watch & watch & watch like nobody's business.
``Actually the anime is nice.
`The songs inside are also nice.
``Got [Fate of awakening Love by don't know who], den also got [Dearest by Ayumi Hamasaki]
`I'm hell in love with these two songs.

``Inuyasha still cannot forget the fifty years ago Kikyo.
`Kagome, realising that she can't take over Kikyo's place in Inuyasha heart, accept everything and still stayed by Inuyasha's side.
``Kagome is so nice.
`Ok I know everything here is just Anime.
``No need to be so into it.
`But this Inuyasha story is just so nice.
``With Inuyasha beating all evil demons, practically saving people.
`This story is just so nice.

``Sometimes I wanna be in this kinda of world even if it costs my life.
`At least there's something to look forward to and to be able to see evil beings being slayed.
``But i am greedy.
`I wanna be just like kagome.
``I really want her courage, her benevolence, her maturity in sorting problems, her sacrificial self, her strong will, her EVERYTHING~!
`*sighs* I know I would never ever in my life or next life able to be in this kinda stories.
``Too good to be true.
`But I really really really hope that this kinda stories can happen in my dream.
``I don't mind if it happens in my dream.
`I hope that I can dream of this kinda stories every night.
``Like able to enter another world apart from reality.
`Ok. Stopping ALL my NONSENSE here.
``Sorry for wasting your time in reading my crap.
`But I think I have no patronizers anyway so nvm.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:02 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005
Okie. 11.15 now. Having lessons at one later on.
Went to watch Volleyball competitions at PHS.
Saw my school, NYP playing.
God they are so fantastic.
Was wondering whether I can even enter into their team.
God you know I really love Volleyball alot.
You know I came to NYP also for another reason, to continue playing Volleyball.
I don't know how to explain, but I really really really sincerely like Volleyball alot.
Why ain't I having the right good skills?
Why am I so sucky at Volleyball?
Why Why WHY?!
God anybody knows how much I LOVE Volleyball?
Guess only Slee & Yaya will clearly understand my feelings.
Anyway, I really really hope that I can enter into NYP Volleyball team.
Goodbye for now.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:15 AM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

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