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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Realised I haven't been blogging as usual as I always do.
Ain't particularly busy in anything.
Just that there's many other stuff more worth doing!

Alright.
Many stuff happened recently.
Just had a FA gathering with Kai An leaving for Aussie, like tomorrow!
Dinner-ed at Vivo & drank at Liquids for Suban's farewell, which is like tomorrow too!
Everyone's leaving.
Sooner or later, everyone will leave Liquids.
And will not know when is the next meet up gonna be,
Meanwhile, we shall enjoy our last few moments in Liquids and make it memorable!
Liquids definitely has got the best colleagues and bosses!
Many many friendships are formed in Liquids.
And we shall stay together as one!

World-cup is getting interesting!
The round of 16 is coming to an end soon.
And it'll be the quarter finals!
That's really fast.

Have a week packed with activities.
And finally the Bangkok trip is finalised!
It's so gonna be a fun trip with fun people!

waitingforyou...♥ 1:07 AM

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


Just got home from work.
Stinking now.
Now, there isn't any 7:30pm matches in WC.
What am I gonna do?

Scott slept thru the heavy rain while I'm working!
And he's still snuggling under his blankies now.
Waiting for dinner to be served.
He deserved this anyway.
Since he's been worn out from work everyday.
Let him have ample rest!

My Bakerzin vouchers are gonna expire soon.
Shall use it soon!

And why can't I STOP having cravings for Koi?
Must be all Twinie's and Jamie's fault!
Tweeting abt Koi all the time!

Anyone up for mambo with me tonight? :(
Been so long since I last mambo-ed. :(



needstogetajobseriously
towardoffalltheunnecessaryexpectations
fuckyoumichelle.

waitingforyou...♥ 6:33 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010


Yes.
I've been enjoying life.
Met up with Yawen and Shuchen.
Met up with twinie and Joanne.
Meet up with NCG + Jamie.
Soon, hopefully, another last gathering before Kai An flies!

Been seeing my dearest almost every other day.
Talked about practically everything under the sun/moon/stars.
Loved chatting and chilling with him.

Have been hardworking and sourcing for a job.
I hope I can get a job that I like.

Will be having a getaway within a few months time!
It will definitely be a memorable one!
And of cuz, with the right people.

Cravings for Koi, ice-cream and movies.
I can't seem to get enough of dating Scott. :)

Good night Scott Lee and have a tight sleep.
Will be asking the stars to watch over you! <3

waitingforyou...♥ 9:53 PM

Friday, June 18, 2010
Have been spending most of my nights watching the 3 matches.
K.O-ed normally during the half-time of the last match.
Nonetheless, many unexpected wins from unexpected countries.
The most recent case?
Spain & Swiss.
The other dismay?
Germany & Serbia.
Oh well what I can say is that, the ball is round.
Anything can REALLY happen at anytime.
This is how interesting soccer is!

Alright I'm blogging in Scott's place again.
He's dozing off again.
And it's only the first-half of USA vs Slovenia.
Tired tired Scott.
He's always tired when he comes back from camp everyday.
Seriously counting down to his ORD!

My rashes on my face is really bad.
And I don't know the cause of it.
Thought of going to consult some professionals but I don't have any money.
So people, still acknowledge me the fugly lady.

Friends say that maybe it's because of the lack of sleep.
But I've really been sleeping enough everyday.
Sometimes even more than 8 hours!
And I don't really sleep late.
Some of the 2.30am matches I don't watch!
And I drank lots and lots of water everyday!
My face and lips are still dry!
I did put moisturizer!
Sighs.
Health, health and health.
Somethings dead wrong about my health.

SCOTT LEE I HUNGRY!

waitingforyou...♥ 10:28 PM

Wednesday, June 16, 2010


I feel so restless.
And so empty.
I think I have ulcer in my throat.
And I'm really feeling heaty.

Scott's still in field camp.
Poor boy.

Worked today.
Quite busy!
Why is it I'm on shift, it's always busy?
Nonetheless, it's a good sign for the cafe! :)


call me call me baby gimme a call.
cuz i've been missing you, missing you all.
:)

waitingforyou...♥ 9:05 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Finally got to meet up with my girls, Yawen & Shoes.
It's so nice to be able to meet given their busy & tight schedules.
Chatted about basically everything.
It's kinda pleasant to be able to know how the girls are doing, how are they coping with their work, and of cuz the ever so interesting subject: relationship.
Girls forever love to talk about it.
Just because the three of us are all attached, we tend to share theses kinda things with one another.
Especially the sweet things that happened between our boyfriends and us.
Ooooooh I love girls talk!

Let's meet up again soon!

Scott's in field camp.
He's been bitten by lots of mosquitoes and unable to sleep well the night before.
Poor lil thing.
I hope he's alright.
Hope he's not ill.
Hope he took care of himself.

It's only the third day of not seeing him.
And I'm missing him.
Guess it's partly due to the fact that I've been rotting at home.
With nothing to do, automatically I'll miss him.

Alright.
I have to start doing my resume.
No time for procrastination!

waitingforyou...♥ 8:54 PM

Monday, June 14, 2010
After a week of recuperating, Scott finally let loose and allowed me to feast!
TGIF is spent, enjoying Super Hawaiian Pizza, Garlic Bread, and Wings from Pizza Hut.
While enjoying the 1st match of the World Cup.
It's such nice enjoyable feeling.
Being able the have pizza, watching tv in a cosy room, and of course, with the right person.

Things just gets better when you wake up right next to him.
And you just spent the whole day with him!
Saturday is super well-spent with Scott Lee in Vivo.
Had KFC for lunch at Northpoint first.
And den headed to Vivo to shop.
As Scott Lee had pointed out in his blog, we were quite tired.
Had coffee.
And caught "A-Team"!
At first we intend to catch "She's out of my league"
But the timings are too late!
So decided A-Team.
And definitely not a bad alternative!
Don't know whether "She's out of my league" can be as great as "A-Team"!
After that went to dine at King Louis.
A newly opened restaurant located at Vivo level 3.
It's not a bad chillax place as the renovations and decorations are interesting.
I like how the waitresses are being dressed.
Like little maid, but with a tiara!
So chio can!
How come liquids don't have these kinda concept? :)

After dinner, went to take a stroll, with a haagen daz cone ice-cream in my hand!
Am a happy girl TTM.

But of cuz, Scott never fails to force me drink liang-teh and take my medicine.
Nonetheless, I had a fantabulous date with Scott Lee.
We shall have more of these!!!

I remember what I promised you.
So I'll wait for the day when you have time to bring me to the Universal Studios. :)

The whole of Sunday was spent working.
It's quite busy!

Alright.
Shall get some rest.
I promised Scott to fully recover while he's in field camp.
Oh I miss him so much already.

Meeting my girls on tuesday.
CAN'T WAIT!




thanksfortreatingmelikeaprincess. <3
loveeverysinglethingthatyoudo.
ipromisei'llfindagoodjob.

waitingforyou...♥ 1:20 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2010
Visited the doctor for the third time.
This time round with serious migraine and nauseous.
Rested at home yesterday and today.

I'm supposed to work on Tuesday.
But my migraine is so bad I keep wanting to vomit.
But nothing really came out.
I literally got no strength to work.
So asked Sihui to cover my shift.
I feel so bad because it was kinda busy that day.
Sorry Sihui.

Am supposed to have tuition today but I cancelled it.
I'm afraid of passing the virus to my tuition kid.
Scott don't allow me to give tuition anyway.
He says I'll have to recuperate at home for these two days.
So I've been a very good girl.
Resting at home.

My friends are supposed to Mambo yesterday night.
But they didn't go in the end.
Why is that so?
Is it because of me?

And these leads me to a conclusion.
Am I kinda like cursed?
Or am I jinxed?
I seem to trouble people around.
And tend to cock up the plan.

And I had a very bad nightmare yesterday night.
Am I really cursed?
That's why I've been sick for so fucking long?
That Scott has to take care of me.

I know he's been very tired.
And yet he had to constantly worry about my illness.
I feel very bad.
But I also feel blessed.
I'm just afraid that he might get sick and tired of worrying and taking care of me.
I've been taking care of myself.
Just to be able to recover fully.
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

God I need your help in this.
Stop making me feel awful.
I've been feeling awful for 3 months.
And maybe, its enough?
Please.

I miss my girls.
When are we gonna meet up?




scottlee
thankyousomuchfortakingcareofme
isincerelypromisyoui'llrecoversoon
pleasedon'tgiveuponme.

waitingforyou...♥ 2:36 PM

Monday, June 07, 2010
Hi.
Today is a start of a brand new week.
Yet another week had past.
Just like that.

Brother got enlisted.
Mom was super sad.
Can see that she misses my brother damn lots.
It's been 4 days.
My mom still misses him lots.
Brother, take care of yourself and don't make mom worry.

Went out for ZQ's mini b'day celebration.
Minds cafe was awesome.
Or shall I say, King's rendition of Taboo is awesome. :)

I am still sick.
My chest still hurts.
My cough is still here.



iwatchtoomuchdrama.
tillthepointthatican'tdifferentiaterealityandfantasy.

waitingforyou...♥ 12:45 AM

Friday, June 04, 2010
My chest still hurts.
The muscle pain is unbearable.
Especially when you need to take in a deep breath.
And especially when you still have cough.
FML TTM.

I seriously hope all these pain will come to an end soon.
I need to work.
I can't work with all the pain.
Please.

Let the pain be elsewhere.
But not the chest.
Please.

waitingforyou...♥ 1:48 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2010
And now my throat is hurting.
Did I mention that I've been ill for more than a month?
Yea maybe I did.
MORE THAN A MONTH!
WTF IS HAPPENING?!
I've been taking medicine.
Resting well as well.

Gonna be a good girl and see a doc tomorrow.
I seriously had enough of all the sorethroat, headache, fever and most importantly, the prolonged cough. FML!

There's places I wanna go but Scott don't allow.
Plenty of food I wanna eat but Scott don't allow too!

Chocolates, snacks, roti prata, curry, ba chor mee with chilli, cheesecake, ice-cream, CHICKEN.
When can I taste you guys?!

Milo dinosaur, Koi's Cocoa Barry, Coke, Ice Horlick, Ice Coffee.
When can I drink you guys again?!

When can I go prawning?
When can I go USS?

RECOVER PLEASE!!!
ARGHHHH!!!

waitingforyou...♥ 12:45 AM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

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