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Sunday, November 28, 2004
` Yahoo~!
` Went Jurong Point to catch Sylvester & Taufik
` OMG.
` When i reached that place, it's already full~!
` Luckily i managed to get a place on the second level
` I thought i can get the ample view of Sylvester & Taufik but i was wrong
` I can see Taufik
` But i cant see Sylvester learly
` He was wearing a cap!
` And that makes me unable to catch him. *shars*
` But nvm. He kept lookin up [which is towards us] and i just screamed.
` My god. He's just so suave.
` Thx god he noticed us~!
`Lurve you no matter wad sly.. i'll support u forever!

- okie. actually i haf nth batter to say liao.
- just so boring at home
- i reali reali reali reali [100000 x] hope that i can dye my hair.
- haix. but mom mormie just dun allow.
- how? -haix.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 8:41 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004
`Yahoo~! Os are finally over
`Guess why i waited onli til dis day den i update?
`Cuz i've been working~!
`It's rather tired the first few days but it's not that tired after a few days.
`haf been workin for abt onli 4 days
`Woohoo~ Will be gettin my first pay ojn the 7th dec.
`Met wonderul frenx thr
`Ey r all so god darn friendly
`Will be workin happily i guess

-okie. time for other thingy
-1st dec. the Final showdown
-it'd be Sly vs Taufik
-The rocker vs the R&B man
-actually dunno who will win
-of cuz i support sly
-but dunno why ppl just hate sly
-y blame it on sly when oli is out
-sly didn't do anything
-just blame it on the low votes of oli that's y she cant make it
-but i'd be unfair to blame it on sly
-totally unfair
-i didn't condemn oli so pls dun condemn sly
-nobody likes to be condemned


[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:24 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004
` yikes. cant wait for monday.
` cant wait to say "yeah! i finished my O lvls!"
` i'm gonna come home that day to scream
` meanwhile, am lookin for job.
` mom is gonna help me wif dis
` she asked me notta worry & just wait for her good news.
` it's almost 2 weeks & i hear nth from her.
` fumed when i asked her abt it
` she said it's damn diff to get a job. cuz i'm a greenhorn.
` no company will want to employ me
` hope thr's reali a place willing to accept me
` reali hafta get a job
` nonetheless, thx mom~!

- although Os has not officially ended, i feel dat, aft finishing the hist paper, it's realli like hols u knoe?
- the MCQ is like so lame..
- hafta come back just for one hour of dat stupid thingy..
- but ke lian de d&t students hafta stay for their paper aft MCQ..
- haha.. tooooooo bad..
- cheers for lit students!
- we are spared from further torment aft art & hist
- hooray`!
- tooooooooooooooo bad...

. okies. haf been leadin very very well since..
. had learnt howta live happily..
. yippies!
. michelle is gonna be happy from now on!
. it's gonna be a new michelle you'll see
. although i might look very seow & happy & u guys might think i'm crappin,
. but, it's gonna be a different type of happiness i'm gonna get
. my family just rocks.
. watch out for my happiness~!

endin here.. remember me alwas!
---> michelle.

and ya, hope sly can carry on this journey & eventually be SG I dol!! *god bless*

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 3:20 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004
-YippieS`! My most scariest paper is finally over`!
-HistorY.. HmMm.. OkiE.. But i didn't stardie hard.. when i reached dat damned hall, i forgot some of the points..
-I'm gonna flung my History.. DaRn iT..
-HmMm.. Been feeling complicated.. Just like before..
-ChEeckOs.. Dun think you all are interested in ma story.. It's god darn *borin

.The world is so -boring-
.But life must still carry on
.Okie, sometimes is feel i'm very -seow-
.Always foolin ard & ki-seow-ing
.Frenx ard me are also goin bonkers wif me
.Hope i dun neglect em in Os

`tokin abt Os, it's gonna end soon!
`lit pupils r struggling in the first week,
`now POA pupils struggling n the last week.
`dat's kinda furni.
` tooooooooo bad my POA frenx
`but still wanna say Jia You to all of you..
`Hope POA can be as manageable as mani of the other papers.
`reali hafta return my prayers to my buddha.
`he really guided me along & gaf me the strength to realli sit dwn & stardie
`dat's y i can manage -ALMOST- all papers.
`but i'm alwaz liddat.
`i can find the paper very easy
`but the results just s*ucks.

= am in a dilemma right now
= stranglin myself right now
= duno wad to do
= i'm turned up like a shito
= despised all over & unconcerned
= am losin all of ma mind
= whirlin ard tinklin-land
= life should be enjoyable aye?
= but.. hafta be realistic.. *wake up*
= okie.. enuf.. runnin out of words..

bye cheeckos..

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 7:01 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004
Hihi guys..
Busy with art lately.. No time for bloggin..
Anyway, a few more days, Os is gonna be over! Yeah!
I'm lookin forward to that day so badly..
We can be crazee!

Haha.. Hope everyone will forget abt the Os..
And just concentrate on creating havoc!
Okie.. Prom is gonna approach soon..
Guess thr'll be lotsa pretty gals & "not-bad-lookin" guys..
Haha.. [it dont matters me anyway]

Okie.. Sly almost got out that night..
*phew* It's Daph instead..
SG Idol is gonna come to an end.. Hope the best man wins..

Okie.. Gotta rush my art.. Cya guys...

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:33 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004
Hello guys. Haf not been bloggin recently. "O"s is currently still on. So haf lesser bloggin time.
Okie. Wad can i say about all the past few papers? I can say that they are all okay. Quite manageable. Thank god.
Haf not been feeling good nowadays. It's like a sunflower slowly fading off its petals.
Strange though. Dunno exactly wad had happened. Just hope that the fallen petals can be together again.

Okie. SG Idol. Dunno why Sly's not been performing well these few weeks. Hope he can buck up.
Did vote for him aye~ But not enough cuz others seems to lessen their votes for him (his fans)
I feel that he had deproved. Buck up Sly!
Hope he can win this competition. *god bless*

Brother went to his class chalet today. Haha.
Life (although only a few hours) is rather peaceful without him around. Haha.
He can be very farked up at times.
But still hope he enjoy his outing. His first official social gathering wif other human beings. Haha.

Had been planning wad to do after the Os. Seems like thr's tons od things i wanted to do. But most importantly is to make $$$$$ first.
No $$ No talk. Haha.

Seems like i'm crapping all the way. Okie then. Back to myself.
I dunno wad's wrong wif me but all i wan to tell YOU is that don't think you are superior den me. Maybe in appearance you are stronger then me. You think you can outcast me. But lemme tell you this. You don't know me well. I'm Michelle who's strong i tell you. You dunno wad i can do. Maybe you may think that wad i'm sayin in non sensical or bullshit. But. You will never know what will happen in future. Just like I will not know what schemes you will plot against me.
I duno your plan, you duno my moves. Fair enough? I ain't stupid.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:33 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004
Hey peeps. This song rocks~!

[.W.e.l.c.o.m.e. .t.o. .m.y. .l.i.f.e.] - Simple Plan.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

Welcome to my life

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 4:51 PM

MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.


THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.


Targets ♥
Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.


SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥
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