Wednesday, December 29, 2004
It's a mixture of feelings. Rather good but... I know it will turn bad. Guess the saying "nice memories are often short" is 100% right. I know it's not for real. But i am glad that there's this short time. I know i can never ever have this again. To say truly, i'm glad. But i'm greedy. I'm not contented. I know. It won't exist. Forget about all this. I don't know what the h*ll i'm talking about now.
Okie. Back to my life. Have been rather cool. But don't know why i always get rather pissed off rather lately. I'm pissed by almost anything. What thy h*ll had happened? I don't know. [O time shall untangle thy knot] Life. It's so meaningful. But something is amiss! Something. SOMEthing. SOMETHING! Something is missing! Just what thy h*ll is that thing? I'm.. -confused-
I wanna sing. I wanna shout. I wanna say out loud. That........ I'm amissed. I just feel like singing non-stop now.
New Year is coming. I hope it would be a better year. Hope i can have lotsa money. For feasting!!! I'm gonna feast alot! The only d*mn problem about me is that my stomach can't install too much foooooooood. It's limited case. -signs-
*`*`*`*`-.i.hope.for.the.best.-`*`*`*`*
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]
waitingforyou...♥ 9:39 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
okie. once and for all, i'm leaving Shenton and will be transfering to Newton. I'm also being transfered. Here to there, there to here. But nvm.
Went to K-Box on x'mas eve and left at abt 4am. Having a great damn fun there. So damn fun i mean. Although didn't really sang much song, but still enjoyed ourselves. enjoyed very much.
haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. haix. Duno why i signed so much. Just feeling like signing. I really don't know what happened. Haix.
I wish u[all] a merry x'mas. I wish u[all] a merry x'mas. I wish u[all] a merry x'mas. And a Happy New Year.
Got nth to say ler. Merry x'mas!!!
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]
waitingforyou...♥ 9:39 PM
Friday, December 17, 2004
haf been workin & workin & workin & workin. Utterly tired. Hafta get up as early as 5 cuz hafta meet slee at 6 and hafta be at my workplace by 7. Today new temp staffs came. One of them is that act cool guy lor. Haha. If he happens to come across my blog he'll know who the hell i'm talkin abt.
Yuppie. Gonna meet up wif my bitches on sun. Am looking forward to it. It's gonna be a big big big gathering. Yippie. Act cool guy gonna treat me & slee dinner! Together with another "act cute" guy. Haha.. No la. Actually the other act ctute guy is better. Haha. Act cool guy hor. Haiz. Duno wad to say abt him larh.
Actually nth better to update la. Haf nth interesting or bombarding happening these few days. And ya. Tonite the 10.30 show is gonna show my workplace. [*wonders if i'm filmed*] Will take extra notice of it. Rem my workplace! Shenton way branch ATC [Authorised Trading Centre] Whr the selling of Singtel Shares take place. Muahahahahaha.
And ya. Got a trainee at work today. He's Azmi. Haha. Hafta listen to me crap & stuffs. Good lor today's temp staffs. They just hafta listen to us, the trainers on their jobs. Haix. But tues they gonna do practical! Muahahahahaha. Azmi. Better do a good job.
Okie. Loggin off. Cya guys ard.
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]
waitingforyou...♥ 6:53 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
In my mind
I can climb all the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark that can light the world around me
An open door where I am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart
Just wants to give in
I dream I can be
the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream
There's a time in your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is bright
First or last
Slow or fast
Theres a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart
Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you done before
Cause the race is all about
believing in yourself
And i dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart
Just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream
I dream
All the moment that forever we'll be moment
When the thought just passed
Only dreams will last that are shared by everyone
I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream
I dream... Of you....
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]
waitingforyou...♥ 1:47 PM
Saturday, December 04, 2004
- hi geekos. it's me!
- has been workin so no time to blog.
- haix. workin is scary.
- esp. my job. that boss is reali scary.
- a lil mistake can cost you to be terminated.
- the bad thing is i & slee made some errors.
- shars. that boss made us do the most important task of all.
- no mistakes is allowed.
- we're very dangerous.
- will be at a risk of gettin terminated.
- slee & i must buck up & jiayou.
- workin is reali darn scary.
`okie. enuf of that stuffs.
`sly lost. taufik won.
`it doesn't matter actually.
`sly will haf a better future anyway
`taufik can represent SG in World Idol anyway cuz he's more westernized.
`sly is more on the chinese side
`sly will make it big in the chinese industry
`taufik will not make it in World Idol anyway i think cuz the other contestants is reali damn great.
`SG Idol will nv get a chance man.
`SG. is thr reali no talents?
[ok. let's talk about other things]
[i'm now onli worried abt my work]
[hope slee & i will not make any more mistakes]
[haix. and thr's still smth that is tormenting me]
[i don't know what it is]
[i had not been feelin so damn uneasy this few weeks]
[i've been livin so damn cheerfully this few weeks]
[maybe it's wad's currently happenin at home]
[with 'A' at home, 'B' will be damn irritated by every single thing 'A' does.]
[haix. duno y.]
[with 'B' bein irritated, i'd get pissed too]
['B' will complain here complain thr]
[argh.]
[can't 'B'............. oh forget it. dun wish to say anything anymore.]
[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]
waitingforyou...♥ 2:14 PM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
22.
Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.thank you.
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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