missyousomuch. ♥

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Ok. Today's entry will be a boring one. Cuz i absolutely have nothing to do on a sunday.
Went to meet up with Slee and Yaya on fri.
God i really miss them like hell.
Met them at 3.30 at khatib mrt station.
And we also saw Giokhui and Kaiyan.
They are also meeting their class and go to school to collect their o level cert.
Yah, forgot to tell u guys, i met with Slee and Yaya to get our o level cert as well.
Just when we got to school, only we know that it's OPSS parent-reacher meeting session. Wahahahs.
I thought only we three are the special ones, how the hell i know alot of ppl from class 4A3 also came back to school to get their cert.
When we are at school, we 3 chatted a bit.
Den we went to art gallery. Actually i pulled yaya & slee along cuz thr's a piano thr and i wanted to play on it. So, pulled them along.
How the hell do i know that the piano is far off the way.
I played hell badly. *embarrassed*
4A3 peeps also know lor.
And it's really embarassing for me. Dammit to hell.
Ok after that went to Art Room.
We chatted with Ms koh for a bit and den we drew lotsa stuffs on the whiteboard.
Was fun then. *wahahahas*
We left it all for Ms Koh to erase it. *wahahahas*
We're the mean girls.
Actually Loh Yong Tah was with us den.
Okie. After dat we went out of school to Northpoint.
Intended to eat at Foodcourt so went there.
4A3 peeps were also thr. But they settled on Yoshinoya.
Cuz the Foodcourt is really crowded.
After our dinner we proceed to Starbucks with our bitchy session.
Told em two hell loads of stuffs happening in my school.
They also told me tonnes of their stories.
Was so so nice then.
Have not seen them for 2 weeks le that's why millions of stuffs to tell them. *wahahahahas*
Ok this is wad happened on Friday.

What abt ytd?
*WAHAHAHAS*
Tell u, I watched the anime "Inuyasha" for the whole day lor!
I finished the box 1 already.
And it is so fast lor.
Haiz.
I wanna watch more more and MORE!!!
Actually the anime belongs to my bro, and it had moulded and dusted on the glass table for abt one month.
Den was feelin damn boring so took out and watched.
Hell knows it happens to be so god dammit hell nice!
It's really nice i tell you.
Maybe thr are also other nice animes but Inuyasha was the first one I watched for one whole day. *wahahahahas*
Guess i will be loving Inuyasha.
Am also craving for Naruto anime.
Wonder when will i get to watch it.
Meanwhile anybody got their VCD?
And that's all for Saturday.

About today, nothing to do ALSO.
Why am i livin sucha boring life?
Oh never mind.
It's 1.25 pm now.
Raining cows and sheeps.
But it's hell cooling.
*dum dee dum*
It's really comfty in my lil sty.
God i think i'll be snoring happily ever after.
Sucha nice weather.
Alright peepos BEWARE!
THERE'S A CHINESE SHOW CALLED "QUAN SHEN" WHICH LEEHOM WILL BE ACTING IN TONIGHT AT 9 ON CHANNEL U!!
Peepos you guys hafta hell better to watch it.
Oh my god can't wait for 9pm.

That's all donkeys.
Going off. Enjoy your rainy day.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 1:12 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

I'm so happy. Why? Cuz one more ppl like Sly's de song "Suo Yi"~!
la la la la la la~i'm lovin it~!
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO SEE SLY'S MUSIC VIDEO!
WHY AINT HIS SONG ON KARAOKE?!
MY FRIENDS AND I JUST WANNA SING HIS SONGS!!!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:49 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Okie. Now is 11.17 in a thursday morning.
Lessons starts at one pm.
But, the bad thing is i have ICA on the very first lesson.
And i have not prepared yet.
I hope today's test can be easy.
At least a pass god.
Please help me.

Alright.
The past few days are rather boring.
Am living in a no life world.
Life is just so boring.
I wAnNa SiNg, I wAnNa PlAy VoLlEyBaLl, I wAnNa Go K-bOx!!!
Shitass why is there ICAs?
And why ppl start school liao?
I just wanna go and play.
Sighs.
Guess i can only waituntil after the ICAs den we can be able to go out to play.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:15 AM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

FARK.
WHAT THE HELL LA.
WHAT'S THE BLOODY DAMN WRONG WITH RAZOR & SHORTS TO SCHOOL?
FARK.
WHAT THE HELL LA.
YOU LIVING IN WHICH B.C?!
FARK LA.
YOU INSULTED ME COMPLETELY LOR!
FARK LA.
DEN I AT HOME WEAR SHORTS MEANS I WANNA SEDUCE MY FAMILY MEMBERS LA!
WHAT THE HELL.
CANNOT UNDERSTAND LOR!
SHITASS!
WHY YOU ALSO SAY THESE KINDA THINGS TO ME?
AM I THAT CHEAP IN YOUR EYES?!
DAMN,
DUN MAKE ME LOSE RESPECT FOR YOU I TELL YOU!
DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM TO HEAR U SAY THIS!
I HAVE MY OWN ZUN YAN LOR!
ASS.
OK.
FEEL SHAMEFUL OF ME RIGHT?
ALRIGHT DEN KILL ME!!

waitingforyou...♥ 7:02 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Just heard Air Supply's "All Out Of Love". It's like so nice. So decided to have the lyrics out here. Really nice lyrics although it's old. Hey. Some old songs are nice aye~.Here it goes.

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late
To say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you
Are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way
It gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone
I'll be gone

[Chorus]

Oh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
Oh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of

[Chorus...]

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Okie. Other than this song, I also loved this song, Mariah Carey's "Hero". Nice! There you go. Her lyrcis.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

[Chorus]

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Okie. That's all. The two songs in my fav list now. These songs are nice aye~.

Ok. About my daily life, nothing really happens. Just that a lil stressed up over the ICAs. Given my laziness and my stupidity, it'w normal for someone like that to get stressed up. People are studying. And i'm just slacking away my time. Always thinking that there's time later on. And i found out that the thing i'm going to do later is bath and den proceed to my bed. Argh~ No time at all. Nvm. Vesak day tmr. Will den chiong~.

Take care guys and for my FS0501 geekos, good luck for the ICAs. Hope everyone of us can have fantastic results. Cheers!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 6:21 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Hi all. I'm back to blog. It's been a few days since i've last blogged. Cuz nth happened. So didn't update.

Okie.
About my school life.
I'm so stressed up in school.
ICAs are coming.
And i have not prepared a single thing.
Can't ICAs wait?
It's so fast.
My friends have not even started school for godness sake.
*sighs*

I duno why i suck at every subject.
God. Pls make me a lil more hardw0rking.
PLEASE.
My laziness is bringing me nowhere.
I know i'm so god darn lazy but I just can't do anything to it.
Can anybody get me out of this laziness shyt.
I seriously need some waking up.
Anybody?
I can't do it by myself.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:46 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Darn.
Today's not a good day for me.
Don't know why.
But i'm feeling darn fed up today.
Don't ask me why also.
I really feel like yelling.
But i just can't do it at home.
No mood to blog. Bye for now.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 5:48 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To YoU
hApPy BiRtHdAy To YoU
hApPy BiRtHdAy To LeEhOm
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To YoU~!!!

Oh my god! Today's is my beloved dearie Leehom's birthday~! Love him to the core. Leehom today 29 yrs old le lorr. Hope he can have all my best wishes in everything he does. Leehom i just lurve you~! Keep rocking Leehom~!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 9:50 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

Hi i'm back from again, a special request from REGINA~! wahahaha.
Ok la. Actually nothing to post so nv post so regularly.
Ass.
Tmr got the stupid business software application thingy.
Blame it on that act-blurr teacher.
Duno she really blurr or act only.
The whole class is like passing their diskettes around lorrs.
And she blindly didn't see it.
Duno whether it's for real anot.
Sincerely she don't look like a teacher AT ALL.
She looks more like a goody-old-auntie next door.
She don't look any interested AT ALL in teaching lorr. Darn her.

Ok la. nth to update ler. gtg. tc guys~!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:16 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

My love, wan an jiu bie zai wei nan
bie guan wo hui shou shang
xiang kai, ti liang wo yi jing xi guan
bu ran you neneg zen yang?

zhe ge cheng shi tai hui shuo huang
ai qing zhi shi ang gui de chu chuang
yan lu hua li can lan
chen lie tian mei huan xiang
shui dang zhen shui jiu shang dang

qian jing, zhuan wan wo die die zhuang zhuang
zai zhe mi gong da zhuan
si xin, shi wang hui be jiao jian dan
que you xin you bu gan

zhe ge cheng shi tai hui wei zhuang
ai qing jiu xiang cai hong deng yi yang
shui li kai zhi hou que ba deng wang le guan
rang meng zuo de tai hui huang

yi wei neng gou liu ni zai shen pang
dan shi shui ken liu zai shui shen pang
yi shou qing ge neng bi yi ge qin wen gen chang
zhe jiu jiao zuo hao ju hao san

bie shuo ni dui wo gan dao kui jiu
bie shuo ni hui yong yuan xiang nian wo
wo hen zhi dao gu dan zhe tiao lu zhen me zou
qing ni bu yao an wei wo

My love, wan an bie fang zai xin shang
wo zhi shou le dian shang
zhi shi shou le dian shang.
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oh my god this song is damn nice!

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 2:51 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Hello everybody! Still there? U-hoo. Hahs. Guess it's gettin quiet aye. Okie. Special request by REGINA! hahs. She tagged and asked me to update. Hey girl, you also must update more often ya? aha.

Ok. Wad haf i been doing these few days? Of cuz study la. Tutorials, lectures, tutoials, lab. Sian lor. Haix. Duno why i feel so stressed. And darn, i duno a single thing abt econs. The tutorial MCQ i can get 0 u knw? wahaha. That's like so bad. Haha. Duno why i had become so dumb. Even POA also got problems. Haiyoyoyoyo. Guess i realy hafta buck real hard up.

Dum dee Dum.
Hey i tell u, i REALLY DUN LIKE MY POA TUTOR! She is like a real shrew lor. Just because we late for abt a few mins, den she think she's the empress or wadsoeva, dare to say we nv greet her nv say sorry, CRAP! And poor little shing, nv bring landyard, hafta kana CHASED out by the POA tutor. And i mean, CHASED OUT! So ke lian lor!!! Darn i hate this subject. All thx to her! Actually i like this sub v much de lorr. Shittyass her!

OMG tellin you i'm so in lurve with SLY~!! Dum dee dum. i dont care if you think he really sucks, i dun care you think he's not good, i dun care if you hate him to max, but, he rocks here! he rocks in my teritory! HE ROCKS! Wanna condemn him, by all means condemn hin elsewhr. This is for a place whr he rockS! Everybody got each of their own opinion. And for me, SLY ROCKS!~

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:57 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Am at a loss for words. This world is really round. Anything can change. And i mean, ANYTHING. I duno how to describe it. But, the world is just so unpredictable. The only thing that remains, is............................................................................ . . . . . . .i can't say it out here.
[[Sadness & Sorrow]]-Toshiro Masuda. This song clearly depicts how i'm feeling now.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 7:13 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

What's up for today? Haix. Actually no need to go school de. But darn monday is a holiday. So we have to make up lessons. *boring*

Had 2 lectures today. Straight from 2-6. It's raining today and god it's darn cold inside the lecture theatre. Was freezing. Didn't expext to be freezing cold inside. Didn't even brought my jacket along today. But ting'er know. So she lend me her jacket. That's so sweet of her! Thanks girl! Love you lots. Hope you ain't cold inside. Reali thanks alot aye~!

God. It's been shadowing me. The harder i try to forget it, the more i'm thinking hard into it. I just wanna shake this darn thing outta my mind! Anyone out thr, help me pls. It makes me unable to carry on. It makes me unable to accept tomorow. I'm always leaving in this day. Shitass hell. I just want to forget. Why can't I? God i'm strong aye. Mic, you can do it.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 10:51 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

``All i know is i'm lost without you. I'm not gonna love. How my gonna be strong without you i need you by my side.
``Wo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua dou fang zai xin li. Yin wei wo. Zhi xiang yao ni kai xing. Wo zhi dao wo hui xin ku ye hui nan guo dan wo shen me dou yuan yi. Bu zai hu kuang feng bao yu bu guan nio zai na li. Wo zhi dao ni he ni de nu hai you duo me de tian mi. Suo yi wo. Cai jing king shou zhe ni. Mei yi ci kan ta jin jin la zhe ni shou wo yan lei bu ting de liu. Ye zhi hao mo mo tui hou. Wo shen me dou mei shuo. Jing jing ren zhe tong.
``Ai ni di yi ge yuan yin jiu shi ni de an jing. Ni jiu shi na me te bie na me wei yi. Sui ran ni xiang yi duo yun fei chu le wo de ji yi. Wo ai ni bie wang ji. Wo si lian zhe duan guo qu mei you ren ke yi dai ti. Ji de wo ai ni mei yi ge yuan yin. Bie guan wo liao bu liao jie yong yuan zhe yi ge mi yu. Chong jin tian dao yi hou. Wo xin zhong you ni.[yong bu wang ji]

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 11:39 AM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

shit blogger. darnit i poster a dammitly long posts here but it just erased off every single thing!!! darn bloggeR! not gonna repeat. darn. it just spoiled my night.

[*thy.me.is.nv.afraid.of.loneliness*]

waitingforyou...♥ 12:21 AM

MICHELLE ♥

Welcome To Michelle's place.

Libran.
22.
Working.

That's all you need to know about me.

THOUGHTS ♥

Being alone can be quite a serenity.
You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.

Targets ♥

Earn more money.
Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.

SAYS ♥

say what you wanna say.

thank you.

Runaway-s ♥

:]
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Credits ♥

Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kath leen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...

Reminiscing ♥

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