Saturday, September 03, 2005
Okie. Had volleyball training yesterday depite the little rain. Actually am quite glad as there's still quite a number of people who came down despite of the rain. The rain really not co-operative lor. It had rained the whole day den at night also want to rain. But nvms.ba0 said he really wanted to quit. And, I think he had already quitted. ba0 had been wronged by a lot of people. Especially those in the Volleyball School Team. Actually felt quite sad for ba0 la. Always kenna this kind of ununneccesary critism. ba0 said dat if he leaves, will we stay? He also questioned us one thing. "Is it worth it to stay in Volleyball?". This sentence kinda make me sad. But when comes to thinking of it, we guys, come for friday's training and even extra saturday's training cuz we would like to learn volleyball. I know ba0 is doing us good by coaching us for free. And I really appreciated that a lot. Really felt very appreciated. Dunno how to thank him lars. I know he also cannot take it already. Cuz he came to NYP not for coaching. But to learn more volleyball for himself. He had the same motive as us. That's to improve on his volleyball. But seems like NYP's volleyball ain't that suitable for him as in the people around. From what I heard la, people around him are making him fed up.
Yesterday when we nearly persuaded ba0 to continue training us, suddenly one person interrupted and brought ba0 down once more. I know I like that say isn't fair to the other person. The thing is, we've already been so used to ba0's coaching and we had long regarded him as our "coach". Not only that, he is our friend already. So halfway through SUDDENLY ask another person to coach us we will have a bit of uneasiness. But still hope the people on friday will still come down. But.. Looking at the situation now, nobody seems to be willing to stay in this volleyball team anymore. I hope. I really hope that the people will continue to stay in volleyball.
Ok. Back to another thing. I've been rather stressed up about this issue. What I really need is someone to understand what I am really feeling inside. I really, sincerely, truly would not want to be the baddie here. Hope my friends will understand. I know I'm bad. But this kind of things can I change? If I can I of cuz would not want anything bad to happen. Ok this is not a bad thing. But.......... Oh my. Am in a loss for words. I just hope that people can stop giving me stress. Let me be normal can? Let me be myself can? I know I'm not being understanding here. I know I'm being noncensical here. But how can I find someone who is understanding to me? I seriously would like to let nature take its course. But hope I won't be given stress. I know my friends will be there for me. I'm really glad to have good friends around me. That's the thing that god has blessed me. Great friends!
Okie. Mic wants a new HP pouch for my phone and Mic wants to search for cute tissue boxes!!!!! Craving for cute tissue boxes!!!
[*If I were the rain that binds together the earth and sky who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people?*]
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MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
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That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
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Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
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Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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