Monday, February 27, 2006
Yippie!! Exams finally over. The only paper I'm afraid of is Accounts.I think I totally screwed it up.I suck at accounts.Hope buddha or god can help me.PLEASE!!!From the next semester on I promise to study very hard.I promise to concentrate & do my work!Please let me pass!!!My dear exams still not over.So ke lian.Haiz.Recently he's been mugging quite hard with aslany.Hope he REALLY is studying.Cuz heard that they are playin maple instead.. . . . . .. ... .. .Wahahahahahaha.Study hard my dear.Left a few more days only!Then I can everyday pei u go out le!Provided I don't have to work.=]As days passes by,understand that we are runnig out of time.Devoted precious of us,made every second worth it.Him, friends, family & volleyball.Life would never be perfect without them.
waitingforyou...♥ 5:12 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Life is full of uncertainties.One second you can live happily.The other second you can juat be depressed over something.The butterfly effect: When a butterfly flips his wing on one side of the world, it might haul a hurricane on the other side of the world.People misunderstand one another.Over small and casual things can cause a mojor conflict.We experienced.It almost came to an end.But luckily, it is only ALMOST. It didn't in the end.Salvage is the keyword to any problems."There is no rains that can't stop just like there is no problems that can't be solved"This phrase is so true.Wonder what would it be like.If we did not do something about it.Will it end?hopenot.
waitingforyou...♥ 5:33 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
The 3 posts of the day = the 3 words that I wanna sayI'm missing you boy even thou you're right here by my sideCuz lately it seems that the distance between us is growing too wideI'm so afraid that you're saying it's overIt's the last thing that i wanna hearCuz I would give the whole world for youAnything you ask of me I'd doYou got something to tell meDon't keep it inside , let is be heardI'm so afraid that you're saying it's overIt's the last thing that I wanna doHow I wish I could take this back in timeBut it's gone too far now we can't reweindThere's nothing I can do to stop me losing youI can't make you change your mind! (abt the worthless messeduppieceofshit)
waitingforyou...♥ 10:34 AM
i'm S-A-D. SAD U KNOW?THE MEANING OF SAD?BLOGGER.CANUPLSCONVERYMYLOVEANDFEELINGSTOHIM?HOWAMIGONNALETHIMKNOW?ARGH BLOG I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!
waitingforyou...♥ 10:17 AM
Dunno wad happened to u.Your blog says it all.But it's uncoded.You said u wanna vent ur ANGER and HATRED on . . . . . . . . ?ME?i dunno.Dunno what the hell has happened between us.Just when I thought it STRENGTHENED.But seems like.It's getting more.I dunno what to say already.I dunno what you are thinking seriously.Why must this thing happen between us.Tell me how am I gonna salvage it again.Can u tell me WHY are u like this again.I really wanna know what you wrote in the blog.You everytime say u aren't worth to be cared for.But why do I care?Simply three words don't u know?usaiduwontgiveupbutwhyamihavinthisfeelinthatuwillfromyourblogitreallygivesmealotofthinkingidunnowhetherareutiredofreadingthisily.AGAIN,ily.usedthisphrasenumeroustimesbutijustcouldntthinkofabetterphraseiwontgiveupthemesseduppieceofshit,iwouldhavetoclearitupnomatterwhatbuthopeuwillallowmetodothatonceandagain,ily.
waitingforyou...♥ 10:02 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
without you where do i belongwithout you how can i go onno love but yours will ever dotell me how am i supposed to live my lifewithout youI LOVE YOUUNDERSTAND?
waitingforyou...♥ 12:11 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentines Day everybody!!!Now is 1.56am on Valentines Day morning.First time spending V'day.Special.Haven spent my day.Gonna slp first den spend it with denny.Lalalala.-i.miss.you-
waitingforyou...♥ 1:52 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Went to his house yesterday.For the whole day I can say.Lol.First I saw his aunt and Fidel under his block.First impression of his aunt is really pretty ar.Not to say. Fidel is so cute!Haha.Went to eat KFC first.Was having so serious stomachache.He very good la.Go buy medicine for me.THANK U SO MUCH!But after when I headed back to his house,I didn't eat the medicine.So sorry.Played computer games in his house.Lineage2.So nice the game!I lvl 20 already!All thanks to him.Den I can summon unicorn!Wohoo~!Play and play and play.Play until dinner time.And I ate at his house.His aunt cook de dinner very nice la.Haha.Den after that went to his room and see his bro&cousin play.Wahaha.They very funny la.Hmmm. One day and I get to know his whole family.Wahahaha.Hmmm.Feeling kinda good also.Okie done.=pHope he can come my house also.=p =p=p
waitingforyou...♥ 2:04 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
So feel like crying.Not because of him.Not because of friends.Also not because of Volleyball.IS ABOUT PROJECTS !!!They are just totally so so sucky.Admit I didn't put in alot of effort la.And I'm angry not because of my team members or what.Is because of the project itself.Why can't it be a little more simplier?Why can't it be a little more time-manageable.Oh My.I know I'm lazy la.Always last minute then do.But humans are like that one ma.Hai.Ok la I admit it's my laziness that causes me all these.But..but...but...........I AM JUST SO LAZY.WHAT TO DO?????Thought poly life is supposed to be relaxing?Why so many projects.Haha.And most importantly,WHY AM I SO LAZY?!?!?!?!
Hahas.Denny didn' feel good today.Cuz of his damned calculator.
waitingforyou...♥ 9:07 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
today's also not a good day for me
mom have been prejudiced against me
was hoping to go out with him
when he woke up i was so happy
happily waited for him
although he's got so much things
i happily waited for him
until mommy asked me repeatedly why i still at home
scolding me
telling me i still have reunion dinner tonight
been pressuring me
that's why i get stressed
i know my words in msn
are only one word answers
totally stressed at home
sorry
and den waited for him to finally went out
and den his shoes are wet
i don't blame him for anything at all
and we didn't get out in the end
he told me he neede rest
so be it
at least we tmr can go out
at home
can't take nap
mom ask me help he to peel the hard boiled eggs
i just fcukin dunno how to peel
lost 2 eggs
mom scolded me useless
and asked me to get loss now
and my question
why am i sucha failure?
why am i so useless?
iamstill undiscovered
thosetearsstillneverrundry
waitingforyou...♥ 4:14 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
My emotions.Described in songs.Songs of the daySOMETIMES - BRITNEY SPEARSYou tell me you're in love with meThat you can't take your pretty eyes away from meIt's not that I don't want to stayBut everytime you come too close I move awayI wanna believe in everything that you sayBecause it sounds so goodBut if you really want meMove it slowThere's things about me you just have to knowSometimes I run, sometimes I hideSometimes I'm scared of youBut all I really want is to hold you tightTreat you rightBe with you day and nightBaby all I need is timeI don't wanna be so shyEverytime I'm alone I wonder whyHope that you will wait for meYou see thatYou're the only one for meJust hang around and you'll seeThere's nowhere I'll ever beIf you love me, trust in meThe way that I trust in you----------------------------------------------I WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER - JESSICA SIMPSONYou set me soul at easeChased darkness out of viewLeft your desperate spell on meSay u feel it too, I know u doI've got so much more to giveThis can't die I yearn to livePour yourself all over meAnd I'll cherish every drop here on my kneesI wanna love you foreverAnd this is all I'm asking of youTen thousand lifetimes togetherIs that so much for you to doCuz from the moment that I saw your faceAnd felt the fire in your sweet embraceI swear I knewI'm gonna love you foreverMy mind fails to understandWhat my heart tells me to doAnd I'd give up all I haveJust to be with u, and that will doI've always been taught to winAnd I never thought I'd fallBe at the mercy of a manI've never been now I only want to be right where you are In my life I've learnt that heaven never waitsLet's take this now before it's gone like yesterdayCuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else that I would ever wanna beI'm breathing for the next second I can feel u loving me
waitingforyou...♥ 12:33 PM