Wednesday, May 24, 2006
It's time for some blogging....Recently I hasn't been feeling quite right.
So many tests.
Esp subjects that I'm the weakest in.
So many projects.
Wasting so much energy and time.
So much tutorials.
Although I didn't do but pressure from tutors and friends made me afraid.
Always asking me why I never do my tutorials.
nevermind.
U.S.E.L.E.S.S
Guess that's the only word that can totally describe me now
Recent life hasn't been good.
I hurt everyone around me.
I hurt people that are of closer relationship to me.
Firstly my brother.
So much as I hated him.
I spoilt his friend's Zen Neeon.
Although I already changed for a new one.
But his things/datas are lost.
I just feel bad.
I had became a person which ppl hate.
Cuz I spoil other people's things
I didn't take good care if it.
d-e-t-e-s-t-e-d.
evenbymypreciousbutnvmireallydeservedit
his leg hurts
back pain
accompanied me
felt bad
stepped on his wound
felt even bad
whyamisocursedsouseless
I never made my precious feel good at any way
itriedtobeusefulbutguessiamforeversouseless.
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 8:19 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
dammit.because of this one stupid guy that merely flew past our lives.
causing so much disputes, mistrust and betrayal??
that guy has no rights to snatch us off our friendship lor!!!
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 3:21 AM
sometimes somethings just can't be understood.
what meant good comes out bad.
a weighing of importance betweetn distrust and trust.
sometimes thinkings just can't be gauged.
too busybody a person make things worse i know
apology, so vague.
forget, so easily ar?
admit im wrong.
sometimes things dont go your way.
you just have to accept it.
we've gone OVERBOARD i know.
it's none of our business why care?
busybody is wad we get.
disappointment too.
sorry sorry sorry.
we cant god come out with a mroe powderful word den sorry?
realised the cruelity and the factual reality of this world.
sometimes it really doesnt pay to be good.
not in this bad sense.
as in.
we are all matured.
we can think.
just sometimes the good and the bad got mixed up.
im really disappointed in myself.
utterly. totally.
i just hope for the best.
and god bless my bestie.
shall not get hurt anymore.
by any other bastards.
sorry to scold it this way.
i admit i dun understand him AT ALL.
but a bastards need no understanding.
a fragile friendship.
any strengthening mchine?
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 3:00 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
For My Dear:The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemd to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining above
you surrounded me with your endless love
cuz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything
nothing my love won't bring
my life is yours alone
the only love I've ever known
your spirit pulls me through
when nothing else will do
every night I pray
on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything
nothing your love won't bring
my life is yours alone
the only love I've ever known
your spirit pulls me through
when nothing else will do
every night I pray
on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all the time
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 3:19 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hahahaha.. stupid shues la.. keep asking me to update.. nah... here you are okay?? remember to tag la!!! wahahaha.. =Pthese few days.
getting a little more slack over my school work.
sighs.
volleyball so many things to handle ar!
but i still wanna play volleyball.
those good players still inside.
year ones come so many pro ones.
sighs.
i dun wanna be vice-captain!
where got vice-captain so lousy one?
can i change my status to manager instead? lol.
but i promised dear and also mata la, to train hard myself!
i really wanna play volleyball la.
i wanna have a chance to play in the team!
i wanna work hard!!
sighs.
why is time so less for me?
no time to train, no time to pak tuo, no time to do projects, no time to do school work.
sighs.
one day cannot have 48 hours meh?
why only 24 hours? sigh.
why must people have so much rest den wont tired?
why cant they, like animals, only slp for a few pathetic hours?
why why why why why??
still remembered.
i scared him, shues and yawen on fri night.
i dunno what happened to me also.
i also dunno what am i actually thinking.
it's not anybody else fault.
it was totally my very own fault.
sigh.
im so sorry i scared you guys so much esp dear.
im really sorry.
i promise never to ever think of that thing again. =D
p.s: I LOVE MY DEAR!!!
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 12:13 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
first of all, DEAR SO KE LIAN!!!Haiz. His lesson starts at 8am, now is 1.30am, and he still haven sleep. WHY?
Cuz of his ID project. SIGHS~
SO SO KELIAN CAN!!!!!
I so wish to help him in any ways.
But I just can't. SIGHS~~
The only thing I can do is only to accompany him and burn mignight oil together.
Share weal and woe!! YAH!!!
Poly life so stressed ar.
First three weeks only got so many projects already!!!
I finished 3 projects so far.. WTH! ONLY FREAKING THREE WEEKS HAD PAST!!!
Year 2 really very stressed!!!!
Just now I just finished my NE essay. Make me lose my brain cells for nothing lor!!!
Fail that essay CANNOT graduate.. WTH~!!!!!!
S-T-U-P-I-D!!!!!
Hmmmmmm.
Must try to buck up thou.
Not so much time to pak tou already. SOBS SOBS SOBS!!!!!
So many tutorial, so may projects. HAIZ
Friday night went to watch MI3 de midnight movie with dearie and volleyballers.
SO SO NICE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Totally fantastic la.
Tom Cruise's acting skills BEST AR!!!!
He just is fantastic in acting.
Simply love his acting.
(dear dun jealous)
after that dear send me home.
he mata andrew chat until morning leh!!! haha
three guys can chat until so much LOL.
YAY!!! DEAR REPORT DO HAO LE!!! BYES EVERYBODY!! I WILL UPDATE SOON!!!!
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:26 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Hello everybody!!! It's been so long since I've updated yea?? Have no time and also lazy to update haha. But nonetheless i feel like updating so I came to update. =D Down here is just a simple song I would like to share. Suddenly this mood of mine. The emotion of mine, plays this song in me. Lemme share it.. Only some parts of the lyrics are needed.. =DI never had a dream come true, till the day i found you.
You'll always be my baby.
I never found the words you say.
You're the one I think about each day.
And I know no matter where life takes me to, a part of me will always be with you.
You'll always be the dream that fills my head.
You'll always be the one I never forget.
Because love is a strange and funny thing.
No matter how i try and try I just can't say goodbye. NO NO NO NO!!
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 12:07 AM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
22.
Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
SAYS ♥
say what you wanna say.thank you.
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Yawen ♥
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Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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