Sunday, July 30, 2006
I know he's ill. I know i shouldn't have made him angry. I know i shouldn't have left just like that. I know when he's sick he tends to get irritated easily.But why does he always do that to me. Why isn't everything going the right way. This is the how many times i blogged unhappy things down. I know i am very irritating. But why on earth am i the irritating one to the only you?
How am i gonna let him know the amount of love, care and concern i have for him? Is he never gonna know? Is everything reverting back to the old ways? Isn't nothing to be done to change our fate? Are we fated to be like this?
I know i love him for who he is. He loves me for who i am. Quarells for couples are very common and it's good. But isn't too much disagreements not good? Can't we change this awful fate?
To seriously say, i've kinda asked myself how much do i really love him. Am i saying i love him for real just for the sake of saying? He also did question me before. I questioned myself too. But the answer always turns out to be a yes! I cry for him even for the very slight thing. This is enough to prove.
8 months. Tell me how many months of anniveseries have we successfully spent it happily?
Seriously i dun wan an unhappy ending. I realised he'd the man for me.
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 11:47 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
get well real soon dearie..The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 10:39 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
Yay!NYP got third. LOL.
Although third, but still something right. lol.
I love my volleyball girls a lot.
They are one bunch of cute nice girls.
But still I love my dear the most la. =D
I've been still so sick.
I DON'T WANT!!!
I wanna faster recover.
30th coming soon and I wanna feast!!!!!
=D
I see chinese doctor already.
So hope I really can faster recover! =D
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 12:15 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
"我要快乐" - 张惠妹这首歌很好听!!
**爱着你,我才能快乐...
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:19 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
Yea I know I long time never blog. NEVERMIND.Cuz he didn't blog longer than me.
WAHAHA.
Total shit. WHY?
cuz i've been sick for 1,2,3,4,.....FORGOTTEN HOW MANY WEEKS!!
YEA! COUNTED IN WEEKS!!
think god one time punish me for all my wrongdoings.
okay. shall take the punishment.
hope it ends soon.
cuz I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL.
only with good health den can play good volleyball.
Hmmmmm.
Okay my dad bugging me to bathe.
Shall go bathe now.
Later got time den blog again.
Thanks people for reading my bloggie! =D
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 11:38 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
I know i still wanna leave my blog as "endless love, it's you"I know i don't wanna change it to something not good.
I believe in Endless Love is two hearts beats as one, if two hearts work hard together.
Hope he believes in Endless Love too.
Hope he don't get disheartened already.
The road is still long and there are even more obstacles to go through.
Hope he can stick with me together thick and thin.
I wanna be the one who knows all his secrets and thoughts.
I wanna be the one whom he will come and look for if he has got any problems.
I know he's the kind of ppl who will keep his problems and feelings more to himself den letting other people know.
So i really hope i can be the exceptional and speacial one.
I was always reluctant to end off this relationship with him.
I know there are times when he really feels tired and stressed.
But he still pulled through.
So really hope no matter wad we can pull through together.
We both will grow together to be better people.
We have only just begun...
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 2:20 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
his last post was 1st march.all the while so lazy to blog.
but why on tat fateful day he actually chaned his blog details.
he actually got hardworking.
til now he haven't changed.
nevermind.
i really wish i can be much more prettier.
let me have a more oval face rather den a round face.
let my eyes grow bigger and have longer eyelashes.
pls god!!
ifnotinevergonnabeconfident
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 12:02 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
sick and sick and sick and sick.Been coughing like nobody's business for abt a week.
The most ke lian would be yaya.
Sick for 3 weeks le.
So ke lian.
But luckily she recovered. =D
I ALSO WANNA RECOVER SOON!!!
Although i chatted with me two bestest ever buddy yaya and SHOES, and they sadded with me.
But they know. I would be the most unwilling to leave.
Maybe all the thingys lies on me.
That's why I'm unwilling.
That's why I played the clown.
You know Love makes one insane.
I've became more and more imperfect..
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 12:51 AM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
22.
Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
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say what you wanna say.thank you.
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Flying all around the world.
Looking at the bright blue sky.
Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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