Thursday, September 28, 2006
**xin li de yu qin pen de xia..**
wo zhi yao qiu ta bu yao sheng wo de qi..
wei shen me lao tian ye yao ba wo nong chen yi ge zen me wang ba dan de ren..
wo yi jing wen le wu shu de wei shen me..
shui neng gou gei wo yi ge da an..
wo de ren shen nan dao rang wo zi ji hui le ma..
wo yao zuo ge you yong de ren..
jiu suan mei you yong de ren ye you ren teng ai ma..
wo yao zen me rang ta zhi dao wo xu yao ta de zhi dao er bu shi jiao dao..
wo de fang xiang wo zi ji zou bu chu suo yi xu yao ta..
nan dao wo de xiang fa cuo le ma?
lao tian ye..
bu yao zai zhe yang zhe mo wo le..
ni ke yi bao wo nong cheng you yong de ma..
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 3:30 PM
am i a busybody??
am i wrong to be crazy??
am i wrong to be happy for my friends??
haiz...
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:27 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
what is actually happening to me??nothing really seems right..i've been missing him so badly..and without him other things seems to go on the wrong track too..The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:05 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
my life is in a mess...The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 10:36 PM
i really dunno why things just dun go the right way..
slowly losing my fighting spirit..
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 9:58 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Haiz.. What's going on..??
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 11:10 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
whowilleverknow...tat i cry every night...The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 11:17 PM
didntseehimfor12daysheardhisvoicethatonedaydidsomethingthatonedaypeoplewhoknowmeknowsimcheerfulfullofcrapsfullofenergynobodywantstoshowtheirweaksidenobodywantstoadmittheirweakersidesallthesewhileireallydidntwanttoadmitthatimclumsyallthesewhileireallydidntwanttoadmitthatimirritatingallthesewhileireallydidntwanttoadmitthatimslowinreactionallthesewhileireallydidntwanttoadmitthatimnotthatusefulyouknowsometimesididntwishtobeborninthiswayitonlymakesyouhurtmoreitriedbutihaventsucceedialwaysmakehimangryWHYnobodywantsitthatway....amstilltrying....The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 10:29 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
HEdidntonline
didntcall
didntsmsme
didntemailme
didntblog
didnttag
imgoingcrazyThe sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 10:47 PM
read every single word.."Perfect"Hey you look at meThink back and talk to meDid I grow up according to plan?And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?But it hurts when you disapprove all alongAnd now I try hard to make itI just want to make you proudI'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't pretend that I'm alrightAnd you can't change meCuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfectI try not to thinkAbout the pain I feel insideDid you know you used to be my hero?All the days you spent with meNow seem so far awayAnd it feels like you don't care anymoreAnd now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't stand another fightAnd nothing's alrightNothing's gonna change the things that you saidNothing's gonna make this right againPlease don't turn your backI can't believe it's hardJust to talk to youBut you don't understandThe sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 6:41 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
i didn't mean to play game de.
but just nice when i play game den he online.
haiz..
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 3:42 PM
Baby:Open your heart to me & say what's on your mind.I know that we have been through so much pain.But I still need you in my life this time.And I need you tonight, I need you right now.I know deep within my heart,it doesn't matter if it's wrong or right.I see heaven in your eyes.I figured out what to say to you.But sometimes the words come out so wrong.And I know in time that you will understand.That what we have is so right this time.youknowonlyseperationsmakeyoucherishThe sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:09 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Some say love,
it is a river that drowns the tender reed.Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.I say love,it is a flower.And you, it's only seedIt's the heart, afraid of breaking,that never learns to dance.It's the dream, afraid of waking,that never takes a chance.It's the one, who won't be taken,who cannot seem to give.And the soul, afraid of dying,that never learns to live.When the night has been too lonely,and the road has been too long.And you think that love is only,for the lucky and the strong,just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,lies the seed, that with Denny's love, in the spring, becomes ME.
he'smyrosemylovemybreathmyeverything...The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 5:44 PM