Monday, November 13, 2006
i suddenly miss u so much grandma..
y is it ppl really have to wait til they lost it den they really treasure..
i would want to treasure everything i have now..
i think i make a very lousy girlfriend..
every teeny weeny bit of thing i do, i always make it in such a way that he doesn't like it..
i know he really care for me..
but i always make him angry..
den everytime must make him talk to me in a very fustrated way..
i very dun like it the way he talks to me..
but i know its me who ask for it..
who ask me everytime make him angry..
i deserve it right..
i'm getting depressed over myself..
why am i suck person..
nobody understands me..
i can't explain how unexplainable i am..
i'm already beyond hope..
really nobody understands..
grandma..
i really miss u..
u were always there when my mom and dad scolded me..
and now u're gone..
i know u went to a very better place..
you'll be very peaceful there..
would u like to take me there too??
haiz.. wad am i thinking...
grandma..i really love u and miss u..
The sh!t and the flow3r.*
Living happ!ly forev3r.*
waitingforyou...♥ 1:00 AM