Thursday, March 08, 2007
Haiz..
Although i so so so so so so feel like using the 4-letter word here, i would not. i must respect my friends who care for me, who are reading this blog. i dun wan them to feel offended after reading my blog full of four-letter words.
Everybody's giving me advises. I know they are for the good of us. Everybody encourages me to accept him once more. Actually i know he will change already. i know he will. he had learnt his lessons already. but the damn sad thing is i really really 100% garuntee chop had made up my blardie mind that i will not patch back with him. for i dunno why reasons. kill me ba if u are not happy with me. i know i'm bad. damn bad. u can kill me if u want. for i dun give a damn.
but.
i want to be happy in my life for now. after the break-up with him, i finally realised that actually i had tonnes of good friends! charlene, fengming, xiaoping, shing, scott, dick, yawen, shuchen, renhao, meiru, andrew, and just many many more!! u know how happy i am ma??
but.
i know he can't forget me. not fot the time being of cuz. but how can i carry on being friends with him in this way? i really dunno.
JUST NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME CAN! PLEASE STOP THINKING THAT U CAN UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waitingforyou...♥ 12:22 AM