Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I know we can never be back together again already..
Haiz..
Certain things really just happen unexpectly bah..
Just as I really decided on this thing, u suddenly become so so so so desperate abt this..
U said u wanna meet me..
I got so so scared cuz I really dunno wad to say and wad to do and wad to react..
From the way u sms me or call me or whatever, u make me so so scared u know ma??
I so so feel like crying not becuz i broke up with u or wad..
Is becuz i'm so afraid of u now..
I mean it when I said we can be the best of friends..
I know maybe u still love me..
But u really must try to forget abt me ba..
Sorry for giving u false hope but for now i really dunno wad to do..
I feel so scared with the presense of u around now..
Do u know dat??
Haiz..
Can u live ur life normally just like before?
Like that i will not be so afraid and like this maybe we can be best of friends..
I dun want the lvoe we had before become a terror..
I want it to become true friendship...
waitingforyou...♥ 2:40 AM