Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I AM
- jealous
- lonely
- pissed
- unjustified
- NOT oblivious
- stressed
- wondering.
i know different people has different lives.
but somehow or somewhat there is some similarites between people of the same kind.
i dun think i'm SO SO SO MUCH different from other people/friends around me.
except a little more fugly, fat, fucked up.
but i'm still a 20 year old AUNTY.
ya. AUNTY.
and yet i still have to lead a life of a girl of 10.
tell me why.
sometimes you like to compare me to other people.
but when i compared myself with other people about other stuff that you dun like,
you are extremely unhappy.
sighs.
when can u understand.
when can i have a life somewhat i wanted.
it's not difficult AT ALL.
but YOU are making things difficult.
take a look at the people around you.
you can accept the way they are.
how come you CANNOT accept me?
and.
sometimes i just want to lead my kind of relationship life.
sighs.
waitingforyou...♥ 12:28 AM