Thursday, June 10, 2010
Visited the doctor for the third time.This time round with serious migraine and nauseous.
Rested at home yesterday and today.
I'm supposed to work on Tuesday.
But my migraine is so bad I keep wanting to vomit.
But nothing really came out.
I literally got no strength to work.
So asked Sihui to cover my shift.
I feel so bad because it was kinda busy that day.
Sorry Sihui.
Am supposed to have tuition today but I cancelled it.
I'm afraid of passing the virus to my tuition kid.
Scott don't allow me to give tuition anyway.
He says I'll have to recuperate at home for these two days.
So I've been a very good girl.
Resting at home.
My friends are supposed to Mambo yesterday night.
But they didn't go in the end.
Why is that so?
Is it because of me?
And these leads me to a conclusion.
Am I kinda like cursed?
Or am I jinxed?
I seem to trouble people around.
And tend to cock up the plan.
And I had a very bad nightmare yesterday night.
Am I really cursed?
That's why I've been sick for so fucking long?
That Scott has to take care of me.
I know he's been very tired.
And yet he had to constantly worry about my illness.
I feel very bad.
But I also feel blessed.
I'm just afraid that he might get sick and tired of worrying and taking care of me.
I've been taking care of myself.
Just to be able to recover fully.
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
God I need your help in this.
Stop making me feel awful.
I've been feeling awful for 3 months.
And maybe, its enough?
Please.
I miss my girls.
When are we gonna meet up?
scottlee
thankyousomuchfortakingcareofme
isincerelypromisyoui'llrecoversoon
pleasedon'tgiveuponme.
waitingforyou...♥ 2:36 PM
MICHELLE ♥
Welcome To Michelle's place.Libran.
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Working.
That's all you need to know about me.
THOUGHTS ♥
Being alone can be quite a serenity.You get things done cuz you're lonely.
You get a piece of yourself.
Have time to do your stuff.
But still, i prefer having you by my side.
Targets ♥
Earn more money.Expand my wardrobe.
Save up.
Do well in my job.
Get a diving license.
Go dive in beautiful places.
Be more independent.
Be more healthy.
Wait for him to come back to me.
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Flying all around the world.
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Hey! We're looking at the same sky.
Nonetheless,
I really miss you ...
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