Sunday, March 27, 2011
When you have someone you loved deeply, do you become paranoid?Especially, when he/she is somewhere so far from you?
Does your everyday life still consist of him/her?
Do you two still contact every other day?
If yes, who will be the one contacting?
Recently I heard of a song, and the lyrics is something like:
"not seeing you day, seems like a decade to me."
So what is not seeing you for more than a month equates to?
Nonsense right?
I still live on, I still live my life to the fullest, cuz I don't know what will happen tomorrow?
I don't want my life to have any regrets.
But indeed, I have this regret.
A selfish regret.
And I feel like a bitch, for having this selfish regret.
But I believe, if you want something, you should go for it.
If not, that thing will be lost to someone else.
Work has been getting better, maybe due to the fact that I've been getting the hang of it?
Realised I've been getting more and more outspoken.
People has said I've changed.
Last time, I am so quiet.
Only when people ask me question, only then will I answer.
But now, I'll find topic to start a conversation with other people, or able to continue the topic and conversation anyone has started with me.
Is it because of my job?
Or is it because I felt lonely?
Either ways, I'm starting to welcome the little change in me.
Will he be taken aback?
But I believe he'll have little changes too.
I've always been thinking this selfishly.
...........
Ciaos,
I want to go work.
I look forward to working, even it may lead me to having lousy set of colleagues.
I rather work.
I don't want to stay at home.
whatifyoustayed?
waitingforyou...♥ 11:42 PM