Saturday, April 09, 2011
I wanna change blogskin already.
This current one makes me look so useless. lol.
Called up for a flight.
Was ok as the load is quite alright.
And again, I have nice crew!
I'm so used to having nice crew.
So afraid one fine day when I meet lousy crew, I will break down!
Given the current vulnerability of me nowadays.
I find it tough to maintain a LDR.
Esp when I'm the sensitive and childish type.
How?
How to maintain?
Anybody got any tips?
Sighs.
I feel that we have different cultures and different personalities.
Maybe this is what made us fell for one another.
But when two different persons are places in different countries, with different culture and meeting different people of their own kind,
how will things turn out to be?
I still can't get over it seriously.
I miss the happy-go-lucky me.
Why can't I find it back?
Sobs.
I'm such an emo now.
Everyones hates me for that.
Sobs.
No.
I don't feel secured at all.
Yes.
You did lots of super sweet things for me till I melted.
And I really appreciate the thought and u going the length to do surprises for me.
But that is just an act of sweetness.
Not and act of security.
I need security and insurance.
Not desserts.
Nonetheless, thanks for the wonderful surprise you gave me on my convocation.
I really love the awesome flowers.
And it must have cost alot!
I was so touched when I received it.
Really touched.
And the little card u sent me all the way from Brisbane.
Sorry I haven't written u anything yet.
I will write to you soon.
I hug that bear to sleep ever since ytd.
And I named it,
scoddy.
waitingforyou...♥ 1:23 AM