Sunday, April 03, 2011
The more I look at it, the more I feel uneasy.
It's so tough to try not to be a woman.
I hate how we girls think.
I hate the extra space in our brain/mind which makes us think too much.
I don't like to be the one keeping track of every single detail of your life.
I want to be carefree about it.
I want to leave you to yourself, and live whatever life you wanna live there.
I don't wanna care about anything else.
And I'm trying to be like that.
I must restrain myself from clicking on your name.
I should restrain myself of opening facebook, and to your page.
I should stop all these.
And focus on waiting patiently for you to come back to me.
I can do this.
I can.
So don't you worry you won't be having fun there.
Cuz I want you to have fun there.
I don't want you to have any worries there.
I don't want you to feel that you have a burden even thou you are there.
Stay happy and have fun ok?
I'm really fine with that, cuz I really want you to have fun and live your life fullest there.
waitingforyou...♥ 6:27 PM